My Dreams My Hopes My Life

2008-06-16T02:23:00.002+08:00

http://jayohohwhyyou.livejournal.com

2008-06-15T23:42:00.003+08:00

just to make my old blog alive, i shall post up some pictures Dee Twos took aft prayer meeting on thursday! enjoy! cheers!

help please

2008-06-12T01:06:00.004+08:00

byebye bloggie darling!

i think im getting busier with sch works till i have gt no much time left for you bloggie darling! but i will come here whenever i'm free like a bird in the sky.

if i got a choice now, i had chosen another course. maybe this is way too tough for me. i dono? i just hope my workload will decrease over time!

sorry for being weird today, i feel weird too. im very sad.

LORD, PLEASE HELP ME! i don wna be irritated so easily! i wna learn to control myself too! Lord, help!

i need help with my C#c project too! anyone can help? ><

byebye

hazelnut,chesternut or water chestnut?

2008-06-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

im being really random and crazy!
im really lame tday! poot!
went dhoby to play lan! :)) first time!! :))
with darryl, jianfan, minghan and timothy! rahaha!
im really a gonggong! pootpoot!
seriously i dono how to play! and all lucky lucky win.
pooooooooooooot.
elysia came to look for me at dhoby! just to see me play lan! haha!
after i went bugis just for her:))

went arab street with cindy.
didnt manage to get what we need.

went church for dance prace and it was fantastic. huhu!
i think joyce will zaii!:))
had great fun!

went chompchomp aft dance!
eat dinner there!
and i went totally lame with shihao there! rahh
me reuben and ly are crazy over food! XP
we ate alot! woooooooooooo
very niceeee.

long story cut short life is great! without pw! rahh!

byeebyee. gotta sleep early! BMT tmr! :))
reaching churhc 2hrs before! BM TIMEEEEEE! :)) YAYYNESS!

2008-06-10T11:47:00.004+08:00

idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot!

poly life sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks!

pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui pui!
stupid projects u sucks! go and die! poot! rahhh siiao idiot!

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

go eat dinner luhh!

so irritating! pooot!

stupid stupid stupid stupid!!!!!

im damn irritated by how my sch killed us with projects tt nvr end!

go and die!

undescribable

2008-06-10T02:30:00.002+08:00

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God

incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

guitar!

2008-06-09T01:47:00.005+08:00

hello world! my guitar is finally tuned! woohoo! and i was spending ALOOT of time on it. i was playing and playing. even though i don really know how to play. i went online and searched for vids and stuffs. i even asked my darling for help! darling sure can play! but i sure cant hear the guitar through msn. so we ended up using skype! huhu! i FORCED her to download skype! HAHA. and she found it relatively fast and got many many games! haha!

pootpoot! we had great fun can! wahaha! and my niece came too disturb! boohoo! darling cant resist my niece's cuteness! haha! i bet she was taking my niece's photos ever since my niece came crashing into my privacy and pulling out my wires! =.=

i have pictures from friday's outing to upload! :))

jomain, jooyu, zhenghui!:))

while waiting for cab and had nth better to do!

the super disgusting machine man! YUCKS! *but it looked cute with the flower!xp*

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jonhcelin have a blog already!!!

i was late for BMT tday tgth with ruby baby and alton!

we waited for cab for around 15mins? or maybe longer!! siian! TPY taxi stand cannot be trusted in the morning! boo!

was 5mins late for BMT! as punishment(?), need to be 2hours early for BMT next week!:((

which is 9.45am which means have to wake up at 8am!!:((

who ask me to be late even when darryl gave me morning calls?

ohh! talking abt tt! i was being really irritating by rejecting ALL of darryl's call except the last one! rahh!!

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i'm not gg for EI0805's sentosa outing tmr!

1)i would rather spend time with my my family members! both spiritual and physical.

2)its very hot

3)im not yet sleeping

4)im not feeling like gg out early in the morning tmr

5) i can use this time to catch up with homeworks and stuff!

my spiritual family are really cool bunch of people. i must admit, even though at times, small disagreement will arise, BUT! in the end, we are still one happy family!:))

im really glad tt things are turning out good!:))

more good things to come!!!!

i love the presence of God during worship today in service. maybe the song reminds me of myself when i was attending my cousin's church in malaysia! a very old song, i think? hee.

i really love to dwell in the presence of God! it's priceless! it's smt i longed for!! :))

shall end here! :))

life without Jesus is like a donut, like a donut, like a donut.life without Jesus is like a donut, there's a hole in the middle of your heart!

Amazing Grace

2008-06-07T21:56:00.005+08:00

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.

I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come.
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

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hello! i just came home from church!
yes! i sneaked out when my sister was sleeping!
i told eliz i sneaked out to church and this was her response..

Elizabeth` - says:
LOL as expected

very expecting mehh~ haha! she knows me too well! she knows if i want something real badly, i will not care about the consequenses just to get what i want.
today, all i want is to go church!
i did not miss out Pst Che Anh's service in the end:))

it was really very powerful!! even better den what i expected!
truely, i did not waste my cab fares and the scoldings from my sis.
for i did not miss out anything great!:)
can you imagine im at home doing nothing and killing time? i will end up killing myself!

im very blessed to be able to attend this service.
and what i think Pst Che Anh is very anointed!
i had heart murmur since young and not alot of people know about this. rather not even my close friend know about this except darryl. so far, only darryl knew about this. and yes its irregular heartbeats and a hole in the heart.
Pst Che Anh was having this alter call. i did not raise up my hand throughout when he asked if anybody needed healing for i tot mine is nothing.
till he said:"there's someone among us. that person has a hole in the heart and has got irregular heartbeats. the hole is covered up now in the name of Jesus."
i knw tt's it man! must be Holy Spirit told him. and i was still scared. did not do anything until he said:" if there's anymore people who want to be prayed for, come forward"
i looked at debbie *my new friend from B2* and she was like" i want to be prayed for."
so i grabbed her hand and we went forward tgth! :))
there's this guy who prayed for me and i can feel the heat on me!! and BAM i fell! the first thing he said was "God loves you. you are beautiful young lady." i think is even before he finishes praying?

its really cool! :))
i wana tell this so badly to darryl!! i cant stand it anymore rahhhhh!!!!but he's not replying my sms! :(

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its really cool how my God works!:)
did i mention before? i managed to reach church even before Pst started preaching.
even when i left my house at 5.30pm
i managed to flag a cab in within 2mins.
i bumped into jackson and debbie at first floor.
debbie became my good friend throughout the service!!:))
i was scolded badly but anyway im glad i still can go out tmr and next sat.
lucky sis nvr ground me tmr and next sat! what a risk eh! :)
and agnes said this to me on msn!
Agnes:
God loves u haha

2 people in a day said the same thing to me:))
thank you Lord! i love You, my Lord!:)

byeeeeeeeeeee

With All I Am

2008-06-07T13:38:00.002+08:00

into Your hands
i commit again with all i am
for You LordYou hold my world

in the palm of Your hand
and im Yours forever

Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
Youre the reason that i live
Youre the reason that i sing
with all i am

i'll walk with You
wherever You go
through tears and joy
i'll trust in You

and i will live in all of Your ways
your promises forever

Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
Youre the reason that i live
Youre the reason that i sing

Jesus i believe in You
Jesus i belong to You
Youre the reason that i live
Youre the reason that i sing

with all i am
i will worship
i will worship You (x8)

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hi! im really depressed right now.
1) my sis dont let me go out
2)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
3)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
4)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
5)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
6)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
7)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
8)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
9)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service
10)im missing out Pst Che Anh's service

enough reasons for me to be depressed?
GOSH! I REALLY WNA GO FOR PST CHE ANH'S SERVICE SO BADLY THAT I CAN CLIMB OUT OF MY WINDOW NOW!!
ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOARS!
siian!

psssst! i think my sister going out soon!!
so im gna sneakk outt!!

2008-06-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

Survey Instructions:

Remove one question from above & replace it with your own.Tag eight people, list them down at the end of th post.Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.

1) What are you afraid of? cockroaches, flies, dust and boys! xp
2) What do you hope for now? i hope i can finish up all my projects NOW!
3) What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world? spend the whole day out with them. give them all a byebye kiss and hugs!
4) Do you hate your friends sometimes? nope! i love all of them no matter what! :)
5) What will you do if your best friend has been kidnapped? dial 999. then try to find tt friend!
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? yes! i saw it alot of times alr!
7) Who will you choose between your ex boyf & your current boyf? currently i don have a bf.
8) What's your desired age of marriage? i have no idea!
9) Are you happy with your life now? yes!
10) What if your crush asked you out? i dont have a crush now.
11) What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him/her? act normal.
12) What feelings do you hate the most? sad, depress, irritated.
13) What will you do if you fall in love with a guy/girl? talk ALOT about tt person.
14) What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks? shopping! and playing! :))
15) The most important thing in your life. God, church and friends!
16) Who do you hope to always be there for you? they they they!:))
17) Do you find life meaningless? not at all.
18) Who do you love the most? them them them!:))
19) Do you believe that there's 'True Love'? yeap!
20) What's your greatest wish? all my dreams to come true.
21) What will you change if you can turn back time? study for PSLE and O's. dont be so naughty when i was younger!

Tagged by: Rosanne.

The Eight people below, please dont reject & dont break the rules. Thanks :D
1) Eliz
2)Marie
3)Kevin Yeo
4)Cindy Ng
5)JianFan
6)Val Han
7)Clare Lim
8)Joey

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tday was great!
sis so treated my friends to movie! :))
10 of them to be exact!
but she was nagging at me for spending over 150$ on movie tday!
lalala!
kungfu panda! super uber funny! i think i laughed the loudest in the whole theatre! haa!
blah! food was not bad luhh! haha.
ohh and my mum called me when im in class and told me that she's gna buy me a new hp!:))
but don wana buy me a line. so yeahhhhh~~!
haha! happening xia!

me and cheryl CHIONG out off class tday cause tutors dragged our time! siian!
rahh! so irritating! c#! RAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i need serious help with c#!
im just dead lazy to think!

6projects for the two weeks hols.
might be working with marie!
ohh! and my sis like marie! hahaha and she was saying i brought a bunch of "nan ren" to movie! nonsense! lol! she's implying tt im treating guys which is so not right. yeah tts what she trying to say. oh well~~!

lala! im lazy to upload pictures! tmr ok! haha! i wana sleep now!

and my bro-in-law scolded me the **** word! bleah!
i wna go tmr's service so badly!
howw! if i go tmr, sunday i cant go for BMT!
if i go on sunday, i will miss out tmr!!! rahhh!!!

still deciding!! :D

mur-rie attracted unwanted attention at vivo just now! WAHAHAHA!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-06-06T12:25:00.002+08:00

Sand & Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERTDURING SOME POINT OF THEJOURNEY, THEY HAD ANARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIENDSLAPPED THE OTHER ONEIN THE FACE

THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT
SAYING ANYTHING,WROTE IN THE SAND
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACETHEY KEPT ON WALKING,UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDEDTO TAKE A BATH
THE ONE WHO HAD BEENSLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE!
AND STARTED DROWNING,BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROMTHE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE: 'TODAY MY BEST FRIENDSAVED MY LIFE'
THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND
ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU,YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'
THE FRIEND REPLIED'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS USWE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE
WHERE NO WINDCAN EVER ERASE IT'LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS INTHE SAND AND TOCARVE YOUR
BENEFITS IN STONE.THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON,
AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, A DAY TO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFE TO FORGET THEM.

madness

2008-06-05T20:22:00.006+08:00

HELLO! im not very energetic but im very energetic.

im feeling very tired but im feeling very hyp!

my niece pronounce papaya as "papaya-YA!"

cmaths test tmr!

holidays' in one day's time!

im afraid of boys!

serious! yes yes yes! i grew up with boys! my close cousins are all guys and most of my friends are guys! but tday! i somehow am afraid of guys! i went through many experiences. guys are really good when they wana be good to you, but they can get really nasty you knw!

im just afraid!

i had amany bad memories with both boys and men!

im really afraid all the guy friends now will be like what is in my memories of what they are suppose to be like.

i just had bad memories luh huh! i very scared of guys bullying me fullstop.

darryl sms-ed me if i wna go church study. i was thinking if i should go for one full hour.den finally decided to go.

my sch had some sort of sales thingy once again. huhu! girls tee gg at 2for$10. guys tee 1for$10.

there's alot of food there ok! haha! i bought chewy junior! :))

yummy! shared with shuyi, darryl, cavin,zhenghui, elysia and myself!:))

and my super nice caramel choc from amsterdam!:))

but sadly, zhenghui and elysia think tt it's not nice:((
why do all girls hate caramel? i love caramel to the extremeeeee!

*actually the choc supposedly is for rosanne*

lalala!

played bubbles with darryl and zhenghui!

i gt one terrible bruise on my finger!:((

zhenghui can go crazy with me!HAHAHA

tday's comm skills presentation was awesome! i nvr enjoy doing presentation till tday!

maybe is because of serene's non-stop praising? haha! she was saying "walao jooyu, why you present till so good! so zai lei you" throughout lunch! haha

well, cause it's my personal work? haha!

6 projects to be completed over the hols!:(

i had finished O-N-E!

yes! only one! :((

more to come! im like dead stress!

i wasnt told abt the maths test tmr till tday! :((
but! no kid luhh huh! sets and logics! can one ba! :))

amaths student! sure CMI! *can make it*

PRESENTING.................................................

the NON-STOP LAUGHTERS of DABIANS!!:)

the wheels on the train go round and round,

round and round,

the wheels on the train go round and round

and we laughed non-stop all the way home!:)

i think i can really go crazy with elysia! huhu!

im gna P.U.S.H! im not gg to miss Pastor Che Anh's service!!!

im very tired now! im gna take a short nap! hopefully i will wake up before 12am and shower and study den sleep!:))

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

control!

2008-06-04T23:15:00.005+08:00

ok! im not in the very happy mood today but im telling myself:"jooyu! cannot post emo posts!"
so here i am, not gna talk anything sad! no! not at all! never! im controlling.
i was checking my mails as usual, and my GB jr sent me this email. it's rather ridiculous! haha! but it's a good reasons why students have not enough time. haha!

here it goes...
It's not the fault of student ifhe/she fails because the year ONLYhas 365 days...typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest. Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study. Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE. Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days. Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days. Days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days. Days left 81.
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days. Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days. Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days. Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. 1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
How can a student pass ?????

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tday's BMT(basic ministry training) indeed brought me up another level.
other den the part i KO during the first session and during power time(?), it was really great.
i was wearing my lovely red WINTER jacket! huhu! its uber comfy in uber cold place!:)
ytd's zone-d hang out really is fun!
service was great!:)
QT was even better!
movie screening make me laugh like mad woman.
food make me go gugugaga!
sleep make me go gegehaha!
projects make me go zzzz!
i was one of the few who stayed up to study and do projects. TP's having exams now! ranford was studying late into the night can!
dom and johncelin are extreme! they ran around the whole church in the middle of the night!
wooooooo~!
wc and ky KO the earliest! poot!
i kapob 3 sleeping bag for myself! *oops!*
two for the floor and one to cover myself! and its uber uber uber comfy!
but i felt so guilty the next day as someone told me tt there were not enough sleeping bags!
i feel uber guilty can! rahhh!
spending time with my cg really mean alot to me! it's like spending time with your most precious people. they are the bunch of people i really enjoy hanging out with.

even though i was deeply affected by them ps-ing tday and forgetting all abt me

but i think they didnt mean to:)
ohh! and i ponned sch tday!

it's just me over-reacting.
im really fine! thanks jonhcelin for making sure im alright before i leave and sushi-hao for pm-ing me on msn. they are really very nice people!:)
in fact sushi-hao's still talking to me now. it's quite cool how mature they can get when they are younger than me:))

ok! lucky i went home. i got food at home!:))
but bad newss!
im grounded on sat. i cant go anywhere.
my sis dont allow me go out.
i wan go for service so badly!! rahhhh!
anybody wna save me?? :((
my sis is being unreasonable again! rahhh! poot poot! just of one thing i said and i didnt lie, she wants to punish me like tt! stupid!

ok! byeeeeeeeeeeeee
eng presentation tmr! hope for the best!:)
flash hmw not done so goodbye! pootpoot!
hols coming! excited but tired.

picturess

2008-06-03T12:23:00.007+08:00

pootpoot! the LONG NONG AGO pictures.... but just wna update all the pictures. lalalala!

ri ben cun buffet!! :))

after service on ACT CUTE weekend!

on skype with elysia lee, dabian! pootpoot!

in photoshop class! <33

i hate insects fullstop!

2008-06-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

i hate hate hate hate hate insects to the extremeeeeeeeeeee!
i was having fun with elysia on http://www.viwawa.com. den my sis suddenly came home, so i had no choice but to run to my room's toilet to shower before she nags at me for on-ing the heater so long!
i ran in and was wiping away my cold sweat. then i saw a COCKROACH!!
it's IN MY TOILET!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i cant run out of my toilet as my sis will start nagging at me!
so i "suffered" in the toilet alone :(
i was keeping my eyes on the cockroach and dare not move alot! my goodness! it's uber disgusting can! rahhhhhhhh! it's there crawling around and around! i dont even dare to scream for help for first im naked and secondly i fear it will fly into my mouth! rahhh!
yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks yucks!
i was so irritated by it tt i didnt have my alone time with my toilet bowl tday! humph!

i was so angry at this point of time tt i took up my shower and sprayed the uber hot water at it!
and guess what? it's still alive! rahh! i cant stand it!! it's crawling all around! rahhhhhhhhhh!
it's now hiding in my shower pipe! so disgusting can!

i cant stand it! my hairs are all standing now luhh! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
yucks yucks yucks!
stupid! i seriously hate cockroaches can! they invaded my privacy! rahhhhhhhh!
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tday's pw was rather unproductive in the beggining!
BUT! when there's only susu, cindy, serene and me we had major great fun AND completed the pw!:)
zai luhh! we had major problem when all of us are dead tired and in need of sleep desperately.
everybody talked nonsensically!!!! haha! i really had fun!
we were laughing from 7pm all the way till 8pm when we left each other! its exactly one hour!:)
rahh! they're extreme fun man!
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my throat's getting better with chilli!
the spice of my life! :) woooooooooo!
i ate yong tau foo tday with all the fried food and alot of chilli! my voice came back 20% to me! den i ate duck rice with big big scoops of chilli and my voice came back! :)
im quite sure tmr i will die! ok!
im dead dead dead dead tired! many many homeworks not done! siian!!
im gna score well for all my tests! i must ace them all! B+ is not enough! i wan A!!!!:)

byeeeeeeeeee

set me free

2008-06-01T23:04:00.004+08:00

if i could shout one thing to the world it will be to know YOU
if i could give my life to a cause it will be for YOU if i have just one reason to testify
it will be about the way YOU set me free!
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yay! jooyu's a very very happy girl~! she's going to stay happy and cheerful and talkkative and nonsense! :)she's very proud of herself now that she wont be emo so easily!

instead she's different! whoooo! she smile smile smile and SMILE!and she thinks that by smiling she looked much much much better!

she's addicted to smiling! :)there's no cure to this addiction! :)

her Lord Savior is here with her no matter what.she experienced herself His power and His love!

she may be sad or angry at times, but this is life yo!
nobody is perfect!
im proud to be me. parts of me arent perfect but im perfect in God's eyes! :)

LALALA!
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V.A.L.U.E.S
V=visible
A=attracts
L=lead
U=unite
E=establish
S=standard

the values we all must have are in the ten commandments and i had never noticed it till today.
1.LOYALTY-Exodus20:3"you shall have no other gods before Me
2.COMMITMENT-Exodus20:4-6"you shall not make for yourself a carved image... you shall not bow down to them nor serve them"
3.RESPECT-Exodus20:7"you shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain..."
4.ACCOUNTABILITY-Exodus20:8-11"remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy."
5.FAMILY-Exodus20:12"honour your father and mother..."
6.LOVE-Exodus20:13"you shall not murder"
7.FAITHFULNESS/TRUSTWORTHY-Exodus20:14"you shall not commit adultery"
8.HARDWORK-Exodus20:15"you shall not steal"
9.INTEGRITY/TRUTHFULNESS-Exodus20:16"you shall not bear false witness.."
10.GENEROSITY-Exodus20:17"you shall not covet your neighbor's house"

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i really love my spiritual family! they really loved and cared for me. they really meant alot to me. i cant live without them. without them i will feel very siian everyday. they are the sugar, spice and everything nice in my life!:)
we always laughed tgth, had great fun tgth, enjoyed each other's presence there with us. they are just everything to me. i dono where i will be now without them.
they always and i mean A-L-W-A-Y-S bring a big WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEE smile to my emo face! even on my saddest day or most emo day, when i see them, they really make me go geegeegaagaa and talk and laugh NON-STOP!

my throat was horrendous and this is what shihao said to me before he sign out msn.

[shihao] be bold, be confident says:
eh i gtg alr
[shihao] be bold, be confident says:
see ya soon man
[shihao] be bold, be confident says:
bye
[shihao] be bold, be confident says:
and go drink more water!

so sweet righttt! awwww! and he told me tt he wanted to buy honey lemon for me tday but because of smt smt den he couldnt buy. AWWW! :)

SEE! one of the reasons why i love them so so so so so so much!
there's really too many reasons for me to love them man! i cant finish listing them out!
seriously i think they rocks too much that im addicted to them! i cant stop thinking about them and i cannot think about just one day without them! my life just has to be filled with them them them and more of them!

(i just sms-ed almost all of them from my cg telling them I LOVE THEM! im uber happy now!)
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my common test's tmr! pootpoot! haha! and i did not really studied! haha pootpoot!
but i read through some of them! haha! ok! i should read through the remaining now! hahha.
hope the paper will be easy tmr! or at least for me it will be! :)

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

nah nah neh neh

2008-05-31T22:32:00.002+08:00

blah! i JUST realised, i got ALOT of pw!
let's see...
one for internet computing, one for c#, one for flash, one for eng, one for comm skills...
i hope that's all! >.<
i feel damn siian now. everybody's having hols now but here i am, in poly suffering with loads of projects and tests.
and worst when im suffering, everybody's having lotsa fun! :(

BUT!
ytd's stay-over was major fun! i see janice's "weak" side! when she's asleep! pootpoot! i wanted to record a vid down but think janice will kill me if she were to find out! so i didnt! haha
i almost gobbled down her whole big box of tapioca crackers which was ultimate yummy!
im having terrible sorethroat now! with siian ji bua cough..
roars! i still can talk ok! just tt my tone is unstable.. don laugh at me if i talk till out of tone.
=
babobe!
do re HEE!
ok im totally acting retarded over here here here and here!
rahh roar burpp!
=
love indeed drive ppl to do crazy things.
the love for sleep makes a person wear the next day clothings to sleep just to save FIVE MINUTES.
the love for someone really drive you to the extent of doing everything for tt person and thinking about tt person every minutes.

SIGNIFICANCE or SUCCESS?
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foofoo is uber funny can! we were on the train and she was so emo!
den this indian man saw her emo-ing and offered her his seat! she feel so auntie can!
haha! i kept laughing to myself on the way home. rahh! cant stand her man!
and she was wearing the sama sama heels as me for usher tday and sher was complainng non-stop about the heels.
i agree, its uber painful! and tt's one of the reason why she's emo! haha
=
ohh marie gt me this uber interesting and very accurate thingy..
see for yourself if it fits nicely to me....

A SIMPLE WOMAN who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right away if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.
She has her own mysterious personality. She is CONFIDENT and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a REAL woman and despite her INNOCENT and CHILDISH looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.
She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a CUTE woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.
If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with her. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always SMILE and she can really hide her feeling.
She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her RESPECT, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends.It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.
She is a HOT lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no 'fond of', or 'like' for her. Love has no 'may be', or 'perhaps'. If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.
SOMETIMES she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong
She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a SUSPICIOUS woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.
If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it.
If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being 'Poor'. She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a 'Nobody'.
If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

tell me, how true you think this is?
jooyu says:"VERY ACCURATE AND TRUE!"
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i had a bad dream ytd night.
not exactly a bad one luhh..
i dreamt tt alot of my friends were having this weird disease in a hospital which is linked with a hawker centre and a shopping mall.
i was walking ard the place checking out the place and randomly walked to the hosp side. i found all my friends lying there on the floor half-dead! *fyi, is really ALL my friends! all the people i knew, know and known! pri sch friends, kindergarden friends, church friends, sec sch friends, poly friends, everyone* basically the whole hosp is packed with my friends. all my friends, purely my friends. and i saw this guy who is my kindergarden friend and he's dyiing! den i went to find my family members who are at the hawker eating to help me save all my friends. and we had to travel down some tunnel and gg up some holes. it looked like ants hive though but is in a bigger version. some of us couldnt climb out and got stuck. i passed my bag to my mum and still couldnt climb out as the hole is getting smaller every seconds. one of my aunt went out successfully and went her way. i told her not to as smt tells me tt she shoudnt go. she went anyway and got attacked by something.
;;;;; i woke up before i save my friends.;;;;;
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im died tired gna study for EE test tmr! pootpoot! i wont fail! i must not fail! :)

byeeeeeeeeeeeee

stay over!

2008-05-31T00:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
im not at home now~! im at JENNY-SI(janice) hse! huhu!
her hse is super uber duper mega ultimate NICEEEEEEEE!
it looked so brand new can!
i was thinking when im showering in her bathroom, "when she move in ah? why it looked so new?".
it looked super new can! nice like dono what! poot! and her hse is 15mins to any MRT line and is like in the centre of singapore! pootpoot! awesome luhh!!
im like gna play piano and ransack her room soon! its uber nice! it feels like hotel u knw! gna upload all the pictures soon! huhu!

c# test tday was manageble! so easy i think? can easily score A/B i guess? but not full marks luhh! pootpoot! i got careless mistakes somewhere here and there.
but overall still ok!

i think chunlin is nonsense full stop! hes gg everywhere showing off his muscles! pootpoot

i think darryl is angry with me because i did not listen to him. sorry darryl!
my sis really will nags at me and say im cooking up excuses so i can go home late! and she alr allows me to stay out. den if i were to go home now, she will expects me in the future to leave camps or what soever early too! she wont trust me to go camp anymore too!
im really sorry darryl! dont be angry with me? i knw u meant good for me. really i do!

dying in c# class!

2008-05-30T13:21:00.002+08:00

pootpoot!
in c# class now. having terrible tummyache.
test in one hours time.
i did not really study! i read through only. and i didnt really get it all.
pootpoot! im dead tired!! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
im ONE HOUR late for school today despite me sleeping early last night without going online when i reach home.
siian can!
i wna go for sec sch camp! i wna be in the fun!
pootpoot! but i knw i cant go.. bleah blah bloooop.
im like so siian now.

me and some of the girls from my class was discussing abt gg for outward bound as a class.
woot! i cant wait! i love mountain climbing and sleeping outdoor and getting really dirty!

im feeling really tired and lazy right now. i don feel like blogging~~
zzzz.
fooyanwen is totally nonsense.
she doesnt wana go for sec sch camp because she say im not gg.
haha, but she laughed at me when i told her tt im too old for it. =.-
im young lor! pootpoot! laugh till so loud somemore.
she say she gna treat me to bbt!:)
yayness! ahah. she owed me one bbt few weeks ago cause she left home without asking me along and forgot to return me money ending up i got no money for dinner.

siian siian siian! FOUR HOURS OF C# CLASS!!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
my throat is drier than dono what! pootpoot! rahhhhh!!! go and die!
I WNA SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

blah bleah boo

2008-05-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

im really very tired!
rahh i feel like sleeping now! pootpoot!

went for sushi buffet with fifi and some of the zone d ppl!:)
ate like nvr before. almost vomit out evrything! pootpoot!
can die from eating!
and its very cheap? 17.50$ only.
free flow of soft-drinks and sashimi!:)

did i mention before tt im gna fail my html test?
yeah yeah yeah! everybody's saying im good at html, how could i fail?
the thing i don use table and boo baa bee things for my blog, so obviously i dono how to do.
well at least, i knw i dono how to do and where im wrong.
at least i can try to learn the next test!

**sherlyn says hi!!** p/s i knw i do random things on my blog.

im very irritated by almost everything recently.
im having lotsa fun evryday. but when im dead tired, im turning emo!
pootpoot! im very siian! i don feel like doing anything at times! seriously i think im bad!

poot! i was just thinking about how much fun all the ppl will have in the sec sch camp.
im no longer in sec sch and im not having hols now. so there's like thousand and one reasons why i cant go.
see! i should have studied hard and get into a jc! siian!

i saw brian and rebecca tday at dhoby mrt!
brian is in NYJC now! and rebecca in RP!
cool luhh! poot!

im seriously dead tired now and dont feel like doing anything! die die die! i wna have fun! esp with my cg mates! but they will all be in camp! all. im alone:(
sadddd~~

anybody please be nice and pity me and ask me out! thanks!
maybe not, i think i need to save money! im not saving alot of money! in fact not saving! so yeah!
i think evryday after school, i come home sleep will be the best!
ok set! i must head home STRAIGHT aft school everyday! till friday!

ok! tt's all for now.

will upload pictures at buffet soon! :) after my dearest valerie send me all of them! :)
byeeeeeee

afraid

2008-05-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

im afraid of myself.
the ME inside of me.
the one who will lose temper when things arent gg well.
i did not lose my temper but instead i just feel like crying today.
i don wna lose my temper anymore. its no use... i will get even more angrier.
i decided tt i should sit down calm down, if nessacery, cry!
once, not long ago, this person told me "hey, if you wana cry, just let everything out, you will feel much much much better after that. i will accompany you till you're done crying."
this person, is no longer here to accompany me, he's no longer the one caring and taking care of me. i seriously miss him alot!
indeed crying do make me feel better. much much better. only difference is that now, he's not one call away from me, he's in a faraway land, no longer so close to me.

long time ago, when my dearest dog is still around, he will accompany me whenever i cry. he will sit right next to me whenever i started crying. it was only 2yrs ago. 2 long yrs and it seemed just ytd.

i dono whats wrong with me today :(
i just feel like crying! and im crying now:(
i want somebody to just listen to me cry:(
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i hate myself today! i don feel jooyuish anymore.
tests not gg well, thinking too much, almost lost my temper, rmbed the past, homework not done which are long dued, feel very laggish, i just don feel like talking anymore.

go away everybody!
i don wna talk to ANYONE!

byeeeeeeeeeee

private blog

seeking for help!!

2008-05-27T00:38:00.003+08:00

anybody would like to go study with this lazy girl over here?

anybody would be so nice to DRAG this kuku girl over here to study for ALL her tests?

anyone please remind her that all her tests will affect her GPA?

somebody please come and tell her how importatnt it is to get everything distinction which include all the non-examinable modules?

please remind her she's not in sec sch anymore where she can slack everyday and be known as the SLACKER of the year?

please save && help this girl over here by asking her out to study!

she's in a course which is not easy to handle and is well-known as the most stressed up course. so please tell her it's time to study! esp for her upcoming common test which is coming in 6 days! :)

p/s she dont mind gg out to study everyday, as long as it's effective ones. and she really dont mind travelling for she has MRT concession! pootpoot.

call her up and INVITE her to study with you you and you!!!

thank you very much! :))

im dang happy! :)

2008-05-26T19:40:00.003+08:00

first! i got my concession back!

second, i had successfully reactivated my laptop! :)

third! i had bought myself a new mouse! i think its damn bimbotic! but i like! bad thing is it's not wireless! i wan a wireless one again! but i think i will spoil it within 1 months like the last one! drop and tada! tt's it! so i had bought this real cool one! :)

bimbo enough? haha! it costs 19.90! and my mum don wana help me pay for it! :( im like so dead poor now! tmr im not gg to spend more than 5$! wed im not gna bring money! thurs im not gg to spend more 5$ and fri not more than 5$ also! if not i seriously broke le!

pootpoot! i hate it when all my things spoil! rahh! alot of money flying away now! how! how! HOW!!!

and i just realised i can go ebay to get cheaper things! bong luhh! pootpoot!

but at least everything is working now! :)

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i think its time for jooyu to start playing warcraft games! haha:)

i wna play dota! how how how! poot! next week is common test week! die die die! this time die alr! NO! im gna have confidence! CONFIDENCE CONFIDENCE! i can do all things! attack my tests and exams man! poot!

rahh! im dead tired during project discussion tday! i almost died! i think susu is damn nonsense! but rahh! he makes me fat! haha ok im being totally random! hahaah it's not true! haha xp

ok! i feel like gg for a nap now! :)

tata! anybody will wake me up at 9pm? :)

byeeee

i need to de-emo desperately!

2008-05-26T01:30:00.002+08:00

RAHH! im seriously feeling extremely emo today!
first, i went out late and realised my concession is due TODAY! and had no money for concession so bought the one way ticket.
left no money for lunch and dinner.

and weird i feel when talking to my friends whom i brought for redrain tday.
not exactly those weird but weird in the sense where there's strange pauses in between before the concert. and at times, i dono what to answer them.
but overall, everything's still ok.
i was praying non-stop throughout the concert that my four friends response will be good.
well, at least not that bad. i guess?
had major fun in the concert today! woooooooooooo! i had fun!
one of my friend, ray, know alot ppl from church!!! ok! quite random!
and all the four friends are lame to the brim!

didnt eat for the whole day:(
was dead hungry:(
but i had persevere through!:)
but i dont feel slimmer. pootpoot.

went marina square to hang out for a little, den head to esplanade roof top to hang out.
played zombie with some of the zone D ppl!:)
had great fun! pootpoot.
i enjoyed myself alot!:)
but i lost my temper while on the phone with yanwen! rahh! first time in few months i lost my temper! poot luhh!

went home late.
was being scolded by sis on my way home. she called and YELLED into the phone!
next sat i had to be home by 9pm!
i cabbed home xia! lucky is being divided to THREE!

came home and wanted to use laptop.
and realised my laptop is crashed! what activate windows.
and said my window vista version is fake. poot luhh! i bought from acer and the person installed everything for me can. go and die!
and i don have a warranty card. i dono what should i do now. i feel like dying!
rahh! stupid acer! fast but quality not good no use! poot! go and die!

i feeel uber emo now! ohh!! and my mouse is spoilt! poot luhh! i see alot of money flying away!
stupid ahhhh!!! idiotic! die luhh!!
i hate all these! I PRAY THAT MY MUM WILL GIMME EXTRA MONEY TO FIX!
i feel like crying now.

byebye! :(
*sis still scolding me. now abt how my laptop is being crashed*

i hope chocolate will help in de-emoing

hey boy

2008-05-25T01:21:00.004+08:00

this is the first picture i took with only me and him, and this is also the last picture of me and him. now, just let him be known as a fairytale to me. something which not true and unrealistic. im awake from my fairytale dreams

hey boy! goodbye! :]
now really a great goodbye! you are no longer in my heart. no more. pootpoot.
my memories of you are all being washed away. all gone! even if i want them back, there's no way for me to get them back.
the amount of hurts and scars u had left behind are too much for me to hold.
im not longer holding it.
im pretending tt i never know you. and your name is just another name i read in a fairytale.
it may be printed there in my brain, but im gna tell myself, tt name belongs to a fairytale guy. not a real life guy. i will not speak about you anymore. NEVER!
goodbye boy!

i should store in my memories better things. not all these junks.

i'd deleted you from my facebook account.techinically, we r not even friends.

even your hp nos. are no longer saved in my hp. you r nothing to me now. i bet i wont even meet you out on the streets so yea, goodbye boy!:]

p/s am not emo! :]
am just happy tt i finally can forget all about tt fairytale guy i once read of. :]

2008-05-24T02:53:00.002+08:00

=Leadership=

We have gifts that differ according to the grace given to us.
-Romans 12:6 (NRSV)
WHAT comes to mind when you think of leadership?
Do you think of great leaders from the past? Or do you think of certain characteristics that you feel a good leader should possess - qualities like vision, self-confidence, communication skills, decisiveness? In the Christian setting, many of us hesitate to lead when asked. Perhaps we don't feel we possess the skills needed to be a good leader.

Jesus' leadership was not about leading in the business sense but rather about doing what God had called him to do. Likewise, we have unique talents and gifts from God, and we are called to use those gifts for serving, for building up the Body of Christ. (See Eph. 4:12.) At times we may pretend we don't hear God calling us to serve, or we may rationalize that we are too busy. We may even try to convince ourselves that we are not capable because someone else is more qualified. However, God doesn't call the qualified; God qualifies those called.

The heroes of the Bible were ordinary people with typical human flaws and weaknesses. They show us that when it comes to serving in God's kingdom, we don't have to be spectacular - just available. Spiritual leaders are ordinary people, called and enabled by God.

John D. Bown (Minnesota, U.S.A.)

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= A Child’s Wisdom =

A young minister was driving his son to kindergarten class one morning when the boy asked, “Daddy, what’s this dented spot right beneath my nose and above my lips?”
“Ahhhh,” the dad said mysteriously, “I’ve wondered when you’d asked me about that mark. Everybody has one. I have one. Your mother has one. Your sister has one.
Here’s what it is -- before we’re born we know all about heaven because we come from heaven. But God needs us to keep it all a secret. Why? I don’t know.

Here’s what happens -- just before we’re born God’s angel comes to each baby, reaches out a fingertip, touches us right there, sealing our lips forever so we can’t say aloud exactly what heaven is. As we grow up we forget what we knew about Heaven.”
The dad was slyly pleased with his quick wit and clever explanation. His trusting son became quietly thoughtful.

After a time the boy said, “Dad, I remember one thing about heaven. I remember one word.”
“Really,” the dad said skeptically. “What’s that?”
They were quiet as they pulled into the school’s parking lot, then he said, “Beauty. I remember beauty.”

Such is the wisdom of children.
We cannot count on remembering what heaven was like before we were born. Most of us cannot predict what heaven will be like after we die – but beauty sure sounds perfect.
Let’s pray: Wondrous God, show us your beauty while we live and later, when you call us home to heaven, let your beauty and your joy be our destination and fill our souls. Amen.

2008-05-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

im in love with drawing on msn!:)
and kevin finds it ultimate irritating. but i love disturbing him with it! pootpoot! haha! i think i need to draw more can!

and i still think julian is ultimate nonsense! he's crazy luhh! haha! but he's zai alright! haha he asked his whole class for redrain! more zai den me!
he's coming for concert on sunday! CANT WAIT!
tgth with his other four friends whom i never met before. ahah! it's gna be fun! :)

i pray everything will go well on both saturday and sundays. i pray tt seeds will be sown. i pray tt they will enjoy themselves. i pray tt everything will run smoothly. AMEN!

2008-05-23T14:57:00.002+08:00

at times, im crazy with friends! esp eliz darling and elysia dabian!
pootpoot! :]

everything's alright

2008-05-23T01:56:00.002+08:00

To someone out there who is feeling emo/emotional/unhappy etc:
everything's gna be alright man! don be to troubled by everything! believe in yourself!:)
in men's eyes, you may not be good may not be perfect, but in God's eyes you are wonderful, beautiful! don be discouraged by whatever happened to you recently. i know how it feels. i'd been through these once. and now, im no longer emo. am i? im feeling so carefree everyday! hope and pray you will get this feeling of carefree too! you will be addicted to it and wont even want to be bothered by any other things anymore.
p/s, you are awesome! :)
i love you!

jayohohwhy ME!

2008-05-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

elysia's saying i should change my email address. she came up with the following:

jayohohwhyyou@hotmail

joowhyyou@hotmail

jooyuis@hotmail

jooyu1991@hotmail

jooyu_lurves_5566@hotmail

jooyuloves5566nomore@hotmail

jooyudoesntwanttobe@hotmail

jooyu_rockstar@hotmail

jooyuthejelly@hotmail

uyooj@hotmail

jooyuplaysviwawa@hotmail

joo.whyyou@hotmail

pootpoot! we are crazy at midnights! xp

julian is equally nonsense! he told his friends tt redrain concert is held at post office!! pootpoot! it's suppose to be singapore post centre not post office! pootpoot!

and i made a new friend today! his name is liang! L-I-A-N-G :) he's julian's classmate!

im feeling artistic today! haha! i kept drawing on msn! and kevin tgth with darryl and fooshihao cannot stand me anymore. pootpoot! i think its fun!

i cant wait for tmr and weekends! REDRAIN! ppl who never go really lose out! poot!

byebye!

TOCKIEE-KA

2008-05-22T14:15:00.006+08:00

pootpoot! today is tock's GRAD DAY!!!

*clap clap clap*

she look good in the grad robe! pootpoot!! im waiting for my grad day to come too!

in 3yrs time =.=

awesome luhh! and i seem to be more excited den her can! haha! i was like waiting patiently outside the auditorium! hehee!

I LOVE TOCK!:)

and and and she got free 2 grad photos from auntie judy! ahah which costs $5!

pootpootpoot.

i was slightly late for my photoshop class but teacher never scold me. instead i scolded ted chan infront of everybody. he stole my seat can! so many seat he dont sit! come sit here at my seat! i was so furious tt i demanded him to leave ~~his~~my seat IMMEDIATELY!

he of course is unwilling. but because i was so angry tt i can kill a bull, and my whole class comments on asking him to leave the seat, he left! wtbong. he should just leave luhh! say what i came to class late and first thing i do is to scold him! bong luhh! don mess with girls luhh huh! im not just any other girls who are scared of you man!

OK! i think i sounded super harsh! i am! ok fine! im sorry for my harsh tone! pootpoot. my photoshop is done! with susu and cindy's help on my fonts. pootpoot. ok i shall show you my artpiece! :)

and as i was chionging my homework, elysia decided to make a wallpaper for me! and she spent 30mins doing it ok! pootpoot! shall post it up tonight! hhuhuu!

loveeeeeeeeeeee

byeeeeeeeee

schools ending.. :)

siian

2008-05-22T01:30:00.003+08:00

roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs!
im damn tired! DANG! poot luhh!
i feel so uber tired. cant stand it anymore. i wan more time!
so i had quit ALL my ccas.
and guess what? i feel still think i gt not enough time!
i feel like dying now. i still got tonnes of homework untouched!
and im having comm skills test tmr!
i only knw it today! TODAY! damn!
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i need to destress! seriously need help to destress! spa anyone? but too ex for me at this moment. sports? im too lazy! sleep? i will get even more tired!
how how how!

if i really were to think back, i got alot of time, but is just tt the way i spent it is incorrect or rather inappropriate! i need to manage my time more wisely!
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on random note, susu know jerlyn! haha.
and sushi is so kuku! but i think he's uber cute!
poootpooot!
timo is emo! haah and he's uber smart! pootpoot!
RI! one word, ZAI~!
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i love elysia to the max, she helped me with my work!
tmr is tock's grad day! im gna find her full stop! haha! love love

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today prayer meeting is just too zai for me to say anything.
i love my leaders!:)

commskills test not studied.
photoshop done.
headache looking for me:( *very pain*

byeeeeeeeee

2008-05-21T01:03:00.004+08:00

i was dead tired and ko-ed infront of my laptop for2hrs. and kevin asked me not to sleep so early. but i cannot tahan anymore. so i asked marie for help.

she came up with the following....

NEED. PEOPLE. AH:Darling _________ (frens name). I am sleeping.Good nights and sweet dreamsRegards,your dearest dar dar

NEED. PEOPLE. AH:LOL
((ZONE-D)) JOOYU:haha
NEED. PEOPLE. AH:copy paste this to the friend!
((ZONE-D)) JOOYU:ok i go send them now
NEED. PEOPLE. AH:later more hyper, dont blame me though

Darryl's
((ZONE-D)) JOOYU♥ what was your last thought? says:dearest darryl. I am sleeping.
Good nights and sweet dreams
Regards,
your sweetest jooyu
[D] ZONE! The Tabernacle Prayer!! says:
hahah
[D] ZONE! The Tabernacle Prayer!! says:
so sweet lor

Elysia's

((ZONE-D)) JOOYU♥ what was your last thought? says:Darling elysia. I am sleeping.
Good nights and sweet dreams
Regards,
your dearest dar dar
Elysia v2.0 (I hear a bus beeping!) (au) says:Dear Miss Feng,
I'm sorry but your bedtime letter is not accepted.
Yours truly,
Eh lee sia

i did not send it to kevin as i closed the window alr and am extremely lazy to open it again.pootpoot! i was so tired luhh! but as marie said, i sure become hyp after tt. is actually after my shower den i feel hyp.POOT.

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didnt go for dance prac today. i wasnt feeling well when sch end. i feel like puking and having terrible tummyache and headache.

till now i still got the feeling of puking. *yucks* i hate it when im not feeling well! poot.

missed freestyle dancing today:(

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homeworks to be completed:

-comm skills.

-computing maths tutorials and past yr paper.

-programming chapter4 qns 4a and 4b.

-html coding for forms.

-digital electronics lectures notes to catch up.

-english project

tests coming up:

-html

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for the first time, i couldnt catch up in html class. and the first time i slept in cmaths lecture. and forr the first time i spent less than 4$ on a meal.

and ~~i think my photoshop assignment like no link to my theme~~ my photoshop assignment has no link to my theme.

pootpoot. baby is helping me now:)

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no sch tmr! SLACK AH!

gna chiong most of my homeworks alr. im gna be hardworking in poly.

i had seen how ppl can betray one another. and im not gna let this happen to me in my poly lifew ever again. how practical can they get. for their own benefits, they can cook up thousand and one lies just to get away.

i despise **** *****. no class. gg ard talking bad abt ppl. talk without thinking. disgusting botak! bleah! i hate you! sometimes silence is golden. esp ur silence.

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i think julian is kinda nonsense! haha but i like it. he's just full of crap luhh! haha.

my chat mate on msn! :)

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see now the King of glory

love of God, become my calling.

Father, i surrender all i am to You forever

You reign You reign,

over everything Lord, You reign.

with power and justice divine,

over everything Lord, You reign!

lovesssss. byeee

pootpoot

2008-05-20T15:06:00.003+08:00

im seriusly addicted to the phrase "pootpoot".
im like using it wherever i go.
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sentosa ytd was awesome. but *************************************************.
had great fun. massive fun! esp with dabian! we are as crazy as each other. pootpoot.
ohh. i managed to find the treasure for treasure hunt within 5mins.
what else? the caterpiller game cramped my legs and hands. but i had great fun!
johncelin's phone got into water.
girls' bathroom is packed to the brim.
food republic's food is ex to the top.
pictures ocoming up soon.
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im gna finish all my homework by thurs.
byebye world.

my sister's crazy! poot

byeeee

2008-05-18T01:20:00.003+08:00

did i mention before?

i love hukun worm? haha! cause i love it when we are as nonsense as each other and couldnt sto laughing even the most not funny thing! she simply rocks!

pootpoot! but her nintendo ds rocks too! haha! me being me, kept playing cheat! POOT! and she couldnt stop laughing! poot, so am i!

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CONFIDENCE

i need to have more confidence in whatever i do!

i need to have confidence and faith in God! i need to stop doubting myself and telling myself all the "if only" things.

with confidence, my unknown abilities and talents will surface.

when i have confidence and when im not afraid of failures, all my talents and abilities will surely surface.

Proverbs28:1

righteous people are as bold as a lion!:)

be a big-game player!! :))

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i love my CG!! i love hanging out with them till late in the night! poot!

they rocks!!!

i love them

muackssss!!

lovessssssssssss

YI-KI-YA!

2008-05-17T02:02:00.009+08:00

photo taking session!

TAKE ONE.

TAKE TWO.

TAKE THREE.

TAKE FOUR!!

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story time!!

i got a few pictures which conincidently picture up to a story. so, here it goes...

once upon an ikea, ly found a gigantic spider in one of the jar. she was terrified!

she was so scared that she went to hide! BUT, the spider had clinged on to her.

*swoooosh!!*

it's darryl!! he came to save ly by...... EATING THE SPIDER!

he enjoyed the spider feast!

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ZZZ

remember i mentioned tt ikea is a very good place to sleep? haha! i caught the both of them at different place KO-ing!! huhu!

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hide-and-seek.

feet still visible!
still visible!
*TATA!* GONE!:)

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KIDDY!

no! we didnt get stuck!! haha!

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shall end my pictures session here here here! poot!!

they are my loves!!:)

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tday went for dinner with hukun! and elysia! ely left awhile aft we started eating!:)

wanted to sign line but singtel don allow, i need to be 21 yrs old or my parents must be there to sign. if not, no purchasing of line. im asking my second sis help me sign..

played kun's nintendo and almost went crazy! play cheat like nobody's business!

i love hukun!

shall post our pictures up tmr!:)

anyway i had great massive fun with her! :)

flunked my principles of computing. goodbye c#!

tmr's gna br great! lovesssssss

IKEA!

2008-05-15T23:41:00.004+08:00

EYE-KAY-EE-AYE!

ikea was massive fun today! fun to the core of the earth!

pootpoot!

and the beds are disgustingly comfortable!

i can just sleep there man! its ultimate!

as usual! took lotsa pictures overthere!

im gna upload all ths pictures and the videos we took over there! HUHU!

told ya! the beds there were ultimate!:)

darryl zilianing!! xp

bed again! XP

stay tuned to accio-glamour.blogspot.com for more pictures and videos tmr!

tt's all for now, im dead tired!

julian is complaining now! POOT!

java is killing him! huhu!

lovesss

2008-05-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

dont you dare talk bad about my church!
you you you!
you were once radical, you were once running this race tgth with us all, you were once interested in reading the bible, you were once dreaming great dreams.
but now you are different! how dare you talk bad about my church and my leaders!
one thing i wna make it clear here.
i am not presurrized to do ANYTHING! no pressures! my leaders didnt FORCE me to do things for them, they didnt FORCE me to love God and church!
its my choice and my decision! its nt yours! don try to stumble me!
POOOT! and don try to attack me using my leaders name! dont work! for its not the truth!

go and die!

2008-05-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

elysia said: VAGAS LAS!

when she actually mean Las Vagas!

ironman is extreme! :)

one part i gt so scared and i threw darryl's file up. but because the file is QUITE heavy, it didnt 'fly' very high. if im not wrong, it hit darryl! poot!

I SAW ESTHER LIANG!! haha! she's working! WOOT! bt i didnt buy tickets from her s i promised!:(

i havent do my homework yet! and! lemme confess! im dead lazy to do them! dead deAD DEAD!

rahh! i managed to finish one of the photoshop homework and left the another untouched.

my c# hmw is not even made known to me until 30mins ago. my commskills is totally gone case! my discussion board is not found on my cms.

im so dead tired and feel like ~~dying~~ sleeping!!

haven shower! gg at this moment! LOVESS!

jay oh-oh why you

2008-05-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

JOOYU AH. :D

:)

2008-05-14T13:32:00.002+08:00

im at home now now now. waititng for time to tick away.
listening to the music from marie's blog! its really very nice!! i wna learn how to play tt song on keyboard! but dono who can teach meee :(

school tday is tiring. well, actually not very. i didnt bring anything to school except one file with foolscap pad, textbook, one pencil, one eraser, ezlink card and my hp. yes i didnt bring $$ to school tday! im very scared i will spend my money away. i need to control my finances properly. nobody's there to help me safe-keep my money or remind me to save up. i have to start to be independent!
i should have learn how to be independent long time ago... before everything changed.
its really too late for me to turn back now.
not the first time, but countless times, i had been thinking, if i had tried harder or not done this i wont end up here now.
what is over is over. i cant turn time back now. i really hope i can.
(i actually typed out one whole chunk of crap but decided to just delete them away)

but im VERY glad now tt im here!
i got more than just my good friends or evenbest friends!
i got a spiritual family behind me supporting me in whatever i do and encouraging me and protecting me! what more can i ask for?
:)) i love everyone!!:))

im so happy tt im cooking now!! for the first time! im cooking spagatti! which some nice creamy garlic sauce! :))no u didnt see wrongly, JOOYU IS COOKING!!!
im so happy! i don need to waste money on food today at all!:)
movie 6$ maybe with drinks. the most will be 9$! so happy!! i don have extra money but i gt enough to do nonsense thing!:)
and my food is extraordinary nice!! haha maybe because im hungry! hahah!

ohh and my dance ministry prac will resume next week!:) im uber happy!!

i had chosen the narrow way~~, things may not seem to be happening as what im expecting it to be but i will still continue my race with torch lit up, brightly! i may face with alot of obstacles and difficulties but i know God is there and always be there for me. He's looking afer me even during my darkest times. all i need is God, what about you?

2008-05-13T23:27:00.002+08:00

this post is specially "dedicated" to the someone who keeps hiding out there.
Mr. Pregnant Uncle K*only a minority know who im referring to*,
i dono what is seriously wrong with you. msges not replied and no news at all from you. you think this is a hide-and-seek game or what? HELLO! it feels like the whole world is searching high and low for you, but seriously, you are not giving a damn about all these.
i know tt you had blocked me on MSN or maybe even deleted me. i seriously feel like an idiot msging you when you didnt reply. no diff from talking to myself!
know what? i seriously dislike you now. for all you had done. leaving everything just like this and no news from you. i don think its fun playing hide-and-seek with you!
CUT YOUR CHILDISH HIDING GAME OUT!
this is gg nowhere. ok fine!
i dono if u will even read this! i don care anymore! skjhfdjkhwk(*&^$##@
do whatever u love. bye!

p/s im just venting my anger!

wonderful

2008-05-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

had html test tday!
tutor was abit disappointed by myy TWO mistakes. and i mean is TWO mistakes.
den he said "like this how are u gg to get A?"
i was thinking, how u knw im aiming for an A and the way he said it presurised me in a way or another. and serene's constantly reminding me by saying " WALAO, why you so smart one!"
poot! its not i smart luhh! i nvr even study for any of the tests.
poot! i feel very stress when people got high expectations of me. but i don wan people to have no expectations of me.

went for D2 D4 combined CG tday!
one word! AWESOME!
and i saw a vision of onr big chunk of food and with one slight touch, alot of ants are running out from it. i still dono what it means.
i told elysia tt maybe is because God wna tell me its time to pack my table as there's ants attracted and are coming. LOL.
ok fine.
ONE LAST THING! i love gg home with elysia! we had fun fun fun in the train! poot! ok time for pom pom.

ironman tmr! with CG! :))

lovessss

2008-05-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

MR SUWANNO'S THE BEST!!

he d/l msn live PLUS for me!! through msn remote assistance!! HEEHEE!!

he's the best luhh! haha teach me till almost 1AM! heehee!

i feel guilty for pinching him now! haha!

i should have pinced YL! boo! he's a porn star! poot! * that's totally not true!*

ok goodnights!

serene gona kill me if she found out im not sleeping yet! her wake up calls might not work!

lovess

pootpoot

2008-05-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

HELLO! im not gna study for test again! not because i hope it will be like last time and get 10/15 luckily but because this test is OPEN BOOK! and is about HTML codes. how hard can it get? *well at times, it can get extremely hard!*

went for violin today! instructor is still as cool and pretty as before! HAHA! though she scolded me for not pressing properly. :))
but i love learning from her! she's good!
AND andrew's my new best friend! i mean in CCA. haha!
and! he's joshua's friend! HUHU!
so coincident! HEEHEE!

elysia love came my sch today!!!!!! she told me it meant to be a surprise but..... she told me hahaha! but hehee! she came.. for me! HOW SWEET!!! hahaa! no wonder i love her so much! heehee!
she went home with my classmates when i go for CCA.:))
she made new friend! haha!

gg for MOVIE on wednesday!! with darryl and guys!! WOOT!
IRONMAN!! heehee! ponning CCA on tt day!! heehaa!

[MOST EXCITING PART OF THE DAY]
today during my electronics digital practical.
i totally went HYPE and jumped ard. before the whole class start, we suppose to set up out breadboard and get ready for class.
before serene get ready hers, i was so excited and i on the power.
before i realise anything, a loud "BOOM" was heard. followed by some sparks and smoke coming out. i smelt something burnt and i screamed " CHER CHER!! EXPLOSION!!! HELPPP! CHER! EXPLOSION" and i was only less than 3metres away from my lecterer!!!
i burnt the whole thing! without knowing it! after me screaming for help! i burst out laughing!
i couldnt accept the fact i actually saw a mini explosion infront of me! HAHA! and serene kept saying im heartless for not caring and kept laughing! HAHA! but it was really funny!!
ok fine! i laughed throughout the whole 2hrs of practical and didnt do my work. end up we all copied from the guys! =.=
to be exact, i laughed till dinner time! haha! when elysia came, i was still laughing! ok fine! haha! and fyi, the another time, i went alnette hse to bake cookies, the whole house black out because of me! ahahaha!
*my sis scolded me for doing sucha dangerous thing! poot!*
haah and i pinced suwanno until he gt a mark!! haha! and he's complaining NOW!!!

haha! ok fine! stop it! i need to go pom pom now!
hoot! im like talking to myself! haha
don care! byebye world!!!
im high!!!!!!!!!! higher den hi-dai*seaweed*!! AHHAHAHAAH!

lovesss.

grounded

2008-05-11T15:51:00.005+08:00

oh gosh! im so rahhhh... grounded man! BOO!!!
lynette my senior just sms-ed me tt the touch rugby selections is on this week. im like dead worried.* i didnt go for training one week alr*
boo! hahaha! so whether i get in or not doesnt really matters me tt much!

baa baa black sheep have you any wool?
how i wonder what you are.
Q R S T U V..

my family went out early in the morning with out me.
when i woke up, i was like O.O where's everybody?
BOO! the worst thing is i cant go out! AND I CANT SEND MINH OFF!!!!
minhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminhminh.
kuku him! suppose to come look for me ytd! but didnt! idiot!

where are you? ok fine! if u continue to ignore me and my msges, i gna pretend u didnt exsist anymore. im gna say this! IM FINE WITHOUT YOU! you you! you left behind nothing. not even a goodbye. u left behind alot of doubts and misunderstandings. when we need you most, you were gone. boo! seriously! i don need you anymore! you are nothing to me now and maybe forever! i told myself if i were to see you on the streets, i will not even bothered to say hi to you or greet you or "jump" on you. u are NOTHING to me now. nothing! im gna delete you from all my memories! i will not remind myself abt you anymore. you are really nothing but junk to me now. without any explanations and alot of excuses, u think u will get away like this? for how long i had been trying to contact you? for how many times had i tried to look for you? you just pretended nothing happened and go on with ur so-called fun life. is life really good and fun without God? im very sure you are completely wrong! i dono what to say now or do now for aft this post im not gna talk abt u anymore! go wherever u like and desire. your choice. whether u read my blog or not, is not my problem. as long as i post this out. im done with what i wana do and say! GOODBYE kris. you are nothing to me now.

dabians convo!

2008-05-11T01:50:00.005+08:00

Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
$ i got a boyfriend to handle
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
me too
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
my boyfriend
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
is supported by me
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
my boy friend rocks
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
my boyfriend rocks
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
my boyfriend is handsome too
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
my boyfriend is awesome
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
and he got super power
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
my boyfriend is going to bear fruits
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
my boyfriend is gg to bring in harvest
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
i have the coolest boyfriend in the world
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
i got the hottest bf in the world
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
JOOYU!!!!! THIS IS GOING NO WHERE
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
WE HAVE THE SAME BOYFRIEND
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
i REFUSED to share bf with u
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
how?
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
go find another boyfriend lo
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
u go find another
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
i love mine
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
so deeeeeeeply
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
no lor
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
you find another one!
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
u go find
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
full stop
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
hmpg
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
since like that
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
u be xiao laopo
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
i think we cannot be friends anymore
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
HAHAHAHA
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
hahhahaa
((ZONE-D))Jooyu♥ jooyuJIAYOUS!!!! says:
u be xiao laopo luhh

Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
NO LO
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
YOU BE A LAOPO BING
Elysia 2.0 - I've got tickets for REDRAIN's concert! says:
I EAT YOU

so conclusion, elysia eating me up and she said next week.haha!and she's the xiaolaopo!

we really had nth better to do...

before i end, we really love our BF!! :)) hoho!

random stuff

2008-05-11T00:50:00.002+08:00

i think superman is hot!
he's cool because he wears his undie outside!
you you you and YOU!
no i mean she! not you, that one! the one sitting on the chair munching.
no not that one! this one!
boo! i think the world is not round, its sphere.
there's no sucha word "fruitS" or "fishES".
proper english whether its singular or plural it will be fruit and fish!
i think im abit high! i love the way it is.
i love stickers! they are cute!
darryl's the best! he bought my boyfriend's notebook for me but left the receipt inside the plastic bag.
ly's longing to go ikea with joojoo.
joojoo's asking darryl to go for its another day of crazy fun.
cindy ng is love! i love her she love me.
clare and joey's are my crazy friends! we laughed non-stop!

rahhh!!! im too high! as high as a hi-fi set.

ii didnt study for C# test and score 10/15 and one of the highest in class. i think im zaii!!

im as cool as a cucumber.
im as nut as peanut.
im as sot as a socket.

boo! im grounded for gg home late WITH informing. ok. i think my sis is crazy! boohoohoo!
okok. byebye!

loves.

no kid!

2008-05-10T00:40:00.002+08:00

supposedly tday im gg for movie for darryl, kevin, shihao, billy, jianfan and valcheong.

BUT we didnt manage to get the tickets. so we were spending allot of time trying to find things to do. went to eat at QQ. me and val cheong went PS and ate ice-cream! its uber nice! i wanted more but too ex. boohoo!

aft tt went ftms, old church building and check out the place. the security uncle still remember us!:)

went to minds cafe aft tt! we had had had had had had alot of fun!! along the way we were fooling around like nobody's business! haha! and shihao is CRAZILY CRAZY!!

hahaha he cant stop laughing and yet he say i cant stop laughing.*i admit, i cant stop laughing!*

accio-glamour proudly present....*drum rolls~~*

KEVIN'S FORFEIT AT MINDS CAFE!!!

haha! we were playing some kind of fruit game and kevin is the loser!

he suppose to walk ard the whole of minds cafe pressing the bell and looked ard. darryl at the back suppose to shout garang-kuni! haha! it's uber funny! the table next to us kept laughing too!

aft tt we played taboo! and the way shihao tried to do it is so uber funny!!

after minds cafe, we went cathay looked for D4 and Dom!! woohoo! and we went for Rochor Touhua!! hahah! its uber nice! only bad part is we sat at a rather dark corner! and its so dark tt u wont know if any cockroaches will just pop up and say"boo" to you.

i love hanging out with my church friends! they simply rocks! they r my life my everything my all! :))

went home late late late. sis nagged at me. boooooooo! she's like complaining why didnt i bring laptop to sch EVERY fri and come home so late. boo~

i love my superman foolscap pad!! hohoho! i think it's uber cool!! WOAH!!

need to prac violin for monday!! hoho! exciting!

kkk! gotta go off to bed! its calling my name out loud!

nights! tata!

loves

ji bai cham liao

2008-05-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

before i go study i MUST blog!
this time, im so dead can! i did not study much for my test tmr! seriously this time i die! i cant remember anything!
my whole brain is in a gg to sleep mood.
but! i must study! this stupid kuku test gna affect my whole semester results! RAGH!

went celebrate sherlyn's bday at her hse. surprised her. with ballons and cake and her fav mos burger.
aft tt went study at J8. rather went J8 to EAT! me darryl and ruby baby ate ALOT of bread from cafe cartel! and is alot and i mean A-L-O-T!
i managed to study ABIT!! and is really abit. and the bad part is i dont even know if im right or wrong.

ok fine! i should be off studying now.
principles of computing and cmaths! ok steady ah! im gg study!

i need motivations!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYN!:)

byebye world! :(

2008-05-07T23:56:00.003+08:00

i wanted to pon sch but i didnt.

i wanted to buy new metal pencil case but i didnt.

i wanted to study for test but i didnt.

i wanted to go for cca but i didnt.

i bought my laptop case.

i bought hairbands.

i bought superman foolscap pad.

i bought 3 new pens.

went bugis with val han, wenwen and FIFI!:)

loves!

took neos!:)) preettty!

im not gg to be so lazy anymore. i pray!

i want to be hardworking!

i love myself! im who i am.

i wont exchange my life for anyone's even if theirs is much better den mine.

im no longer emo!:)

to darling eliz: i successfully STOPPED all my emo posts! arent u just proud of me? and i knw u gna ask me study for test alr. i love u darling!:)

johncelin is a funny guy!

all the best to dearest ly, dabian, ruby, hanny, wenwen, ethel, janice and all others taking exams now! JIAYOUS!:)

LOVES

2008-05-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

I LOVE JOEY
I LOVE CLARE
I LOVE ROSANNE
I LOVE ELYSIA
I LOVE YANWEN
I LOVE JANICE
I LOVE ETHEL
I LOVE VAL HAN
I LOVE LY
I LOVE SHERLYN
I LOVE CINDY
I LOVE TOCK
I LOVE FIFI
I LOVE JOLENE
I LOVE EVERYBODY!
THEY ARE ALL MY LOVESSS~!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!:))

polypolypoly

2008-05-06T21:03:00.005+08:00

oh my mama! till now i still cant accept the fact that i'm in poly! well, yes, I AM in poly! and im very glad tt i'm here.

if i insisted on gg to a JC and retaking my O's, by now i'm dead stressed by O's once more. normally ppl stressed over O's for once and i may have to stressed for twice.

Nanyang Polytechnic, my new school! Engineering Informatics, that's what i'm studying. i did not regret for once that i chose this sch or this course. the new friends i made in this school are just fab. they are the bunch of ppl u wished to hang out with in school!

many times, some of my friends asked me how's my classmates and how's sch. i will say "they are great!". they are. they might not be the most joker kind but i'm VERY proud to say up to now our whole class are very united! and is VERY united!

one for all, all for one. this really applies to my class:)

we had lots of class outings! and all breaks, we will be found eating tgth and den hang out at the library if we got time.

COOL HUH~~~?

the even more cool cum zai thing is tt in NYP, i alr know ALOT of friends. so is basically i will bump into one friend where ever i go. how cool is that?:) awesome luh!! at least im not scared for getting lost in school.

im gna upload my precious ECP photos.*there's only FOUR*

here they come...

oh yea, i didnt made it into FBODZ so yeah. im staying on with my violin, touchrugby...i might try out next yr :) melvin said he will help me get in! :)) he rocks!:))

GRATS TO MELVIN FOR GETTING INTO FBODZ!!!:))

ohh and i think i totally flunked my internet computing test today! crap! BOO!

p.s i wna go ECP again with D Zone!! :(

i sometimes really don understand some people. they gt all they want, they are well-loved by people, yet they think it's not enough and they did not have the love they wanted. just because of ONE small thing they want to give up everything they have. stop doing things or loving things they onced do or love. and frankly speaking they got what i dont have. they got what i dream i will have. they got everything i don have. wat more they wan? seriously i just don understand some people.

lovelove.

2008-05-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

after much digging and searching! i finally found a picture everybody is waiting for!

the one and only...

the most original and the most cool picture.

the picture with most wow!

one of the oldest picture in my computers/

*TADAAAAAAAAAAA!*

accio-glmaour presents to you....

SEAH DARRYL!!

credits to nissi who took this pic!xp

haha! ok! this was taken in 2006!

is evrybody laughing? haha! ok i am laughing to myself! hahah!! ROFL!

let me talk more abt TODAY!

Zone-D outing at ECP!:)

had ggreat ggreat ggreat fun!!

shina met up with me tday. and we took the wrong bus! actually is we shouldnt have taken tt bus! it took us 1hr20mins to reach ECP from YCK! my goodness i almost died on the bus!

i totally went RAHH in the bus! and i kept nagging "we should have taken the train".

finally reached there.. everybody else was eating lunch. we both sat there and stoned.

we started off with playing volleyball and captian's ball.

den went cycling! cycling with darryl, weicheng, kevin, minghan and all the zone d ppl are extremely fun! we stopped at the jetty and camwhored there.
pictures will be up soon~~!

play play play. went back to the shelter where we put our bags and played games.

yolanda,yixiong and dawei lead the games!

den went cycling again.

had great great great fun! eat ice cream and raced. woot!

haha! ok! cut long story short. today is extremely fun!!

oh yes! i finished ONE homework already!! :)

im so proud of myself. im still able to finished it even after one tiring day!! :)

haha!

byebye love!:)

building fund 2008

2008-05-04T01:55:00.004+08:00

tday's service is just too awesome not to be blogged abt!!
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what can i say abt tday's worship? the presence of God is really very strong! 41st Day played!!!
one thing i love to do, is to dwell in the presence of God!
what more can i ask for other den God's presence?
one day in Your court is better than thousand!
one thing i tresured the most is God's presence! the only time when i can really feel God and enjoy His presence!
one thing i love abt worshipping. tt is even though i may know the songs we are singing but everytime i sing it during worship, the songs will feel new to me like i never sang it before. but in actual fact i'd been singing it alot of times.
it really feels like singing a new song to God everytime i worship! and i will never get tired or sick of worshipping cause evrything feels new to me.
i love Pastor Lia's voice! :) she's awesome!!!
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service was G-R-E-A-T!
dreams! when u make other's dream come true, God will make your dream come true!
tt's how it works! like Pastor How said, it's a cycle!
we were to write down our dreams behind the pledge card. i wrote a whole big chunk of dreams behind! but at the end of Pastor How's preaching, i got this urge of cancelling whatever i had wrote down on that card. and at the same time, Pastor talked abt some ppl will cancel whatever they wrote on the card. so in the end, i did cancelled whatever i worte there and i add one line.
"i want to build this house of God together with Pastors"
and i mean it. i had plans on how to get the amount for building fund. i had said tt i will give no matter what. i will not be last yr. pledged but did not fulfil it.
i love my Pastors!:))
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tmr's Zone-D outing at ECP!!! i cant wait! the fun and joy under the sun tt are awaiting me.! rahh!!

loves!

umm

2008-05-02T23:36:00.004+08:00

ok! what i had decided i feel like abolishing it!
im kinda lazy to do a new blog and lazy to do all the funny html settings!
tra-la-la!
and i will not reveal my emo blog boohoohoo! haha! bribe me and i might tell u! LOL.
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went for AI conference tday! IT WAS AWESOME!
seriously! and it was very fun throughout!
indeed Brother Clemen is an great speaker! it was so cool.
he taught us the GPS!

G=God,church
P=Pastors
S=Sons

and he told us how important it is to bless all GPS! love all three! and God will surely grant our requests.
i need to serve more in church! in whatever ways i can serve.
i need to protect and defend our church! and i have to first protect myself and make sure i am a good example then i can protect my church.
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ytd during one of the sessions of AI, when Pastor How's sister share with us her testimony, i can literally see and feel the scar of the canings i gt when i was younger. those marks were long forgotten but she reminded me of all the pain i once felt and gone through. yes, i was a spoilt kid when i was young. because i was the youngest in my family, my parents pampered me alot. but both my sisters cant stand it when they see my parents so dote on me so from young, whenever my parents not at home, my elder sis will pince me and my second sis will hit me. when one day my mum saw all the marks behind my back, she knew and scolded them. BUT it didnt end here. due to the frequent hitting and pinching, i DID became rebellious. well, nt at home but in sch! i always bully my classmates and step their pretty white shoes. i even rmbed i once used a sharp object and attack one of my classmate. thus, my mum started whacking me as well. so this had slowly became a "tradition" in my family to cane me. even when i couldnt spell one word properly or pronounce a word wrongly, they will cane me. so i became so rebellious tt i started doing all the naughty stuff outside. i learnt how to steal sweets from mama shop. and it became a habit tt i started stealing things at home and sold them all away to get money. why i did all these? 2words, 6 letters, FOR FUN! im not in need of anything. anyone who know me since young know i do not lack of anything. i basically got everything. but because i became so rebellious and bad. my family became whacking me even more. i even rmbed CLEARLY once, one of my friend had to put face foundation over my cane scar so i can hide from ppl and no one will know i was being caned.
but God really wants me to be changed and have a meaning and purpose in life! i went for National Camp when i was in sec3. met darryl. and i was those kind of girl who fall in love VERY easily and fall out of love easily. so u can guess. i somehow admire darryl in one way or another den..**he was really cute den luhh!!** and aft the we break camp, everyday i will sms him! just chat abt all the nonsense stuff. and always checking out his friendster. one day, one friend of his viewed my profile and i decided to view back. int he end, she added me on friendster and msn. and soon we began chatting online and stuff. she is cindy! and cindy and darryl both invited me to church one very fine weekend. i still rmb the first invitation cindy sent to me i rejected cause i was sick den. anyway, ever since i stepped in Heart of God Church,my life really turned 180degrees. it's really different from i used to be. im no longer or rather not as flirty as i once was. i did not spend alot money in arcade like i used to **one day 150$** and i did not loiter ard with nth to do and most importantly i did not steal! it was really a drastic change. i told myself, i must not be the same jooyu i once was. i wasnt living in a very happy and comfortable life.
so here i am, i may not be as perfect as u want me to be or think i am. but i know im changed. im not the same jooyu 4-5yrs ago u know. im different. no more vulgarities. and im a good girl now.
i may get VERY emo at times but i will be fine. i got a God who is greater than anything in this world! im very glad God came for me. if im not in HOGC tday, i wonder what kind of person i will become? maybe one of the gangster who will die in a gang fight outside.

**fyi,this is just one part of my life, there's different parts to my life.**

i love my God who love me so much!:))

i shall go pom pom and study alr!:))

c sharp c sucks

2008-05-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

my goodness! c# program is really crazy luhh!!!
i spent near to 3hours doing TEN freaking questions! so irritating! and the worst part is tt i'm not even sure if all the answers are correct! i anyhow do!
i feeling like dying!! RAHHHHHHHHHHH~!

i don like programming!!! :((
esp the homeworks! so irritating! Mr Bong gna make me stay back alr luh!!! damn! i tot i escaped last week i wont kana again, who knows my homework will kana? :((

shall talk abt happy things first!
AI conference is really cool!! woot i love it!
and i think Sister Nicole is very pretty and POWERFUL!
wooooooo!!!
and i learnt 3Ps tday by Bro Clemen.
PREPARE, PERSERVERE AND PASSION.
the perservere part really hit me.
why i always give up things so easily without perservering?
like how i give up my c#!
i wna hear Pastor Lia preached but i had to leave early today so i missed everything:(
i missed out!:(

i can go for the last session tmr!:))
TB is cancelled!! woot! i was so happy when i recieved the msg from my senior, Lynette! no training=can go for AI conference! :))
im so happy!!!

my homeworks are not completed! :(( i MUST discipline myself to finish ALL of them during the weekends!

im gna pack bag now now now and zzz.
i love elysia
i love joey
i love val han
i love everybody!:))
nightsss~~!

2008-04-30T21:37:00.005+08:00

You Are Everything to Somebody... Right now at this very minute

someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone think you ARE a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
somebody values your advice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you !
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone wants to be with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice

decided

2008-04-30T13:24:00.002+08:00

i had decided!!!!!
like how i started a blog, im gna start a few more.
like how i started a private blog, a extremely EMOTIONAL blog, im gna start a spiritual blog!
at least my life will be well-balanced...
ok so it's confirmed! im starting one more blog! woooooo!

p.s don attempt to look for my emo blog or you will become emo after reading my posts!! so for safety purposes DON'T look for it!! okok! im gg home now from school to sleep den coming back school for CCA at 6pm. :) touchrugby rocks!!:)

emergency numbers

2008-04-30T08:56:00.003+08:00

Emergency Phone Numbers:

When in sorrow, call John 14.
When men fail you, call Psalm 27.
If you want to be fruitful, call John 15.
When you have sinned, call Psalm 51.
When you worry, call Matthew 6:19-34.
When you are in danger, call Psalm 91.
When God seems far away, call Psalm 139.
When your faith needs stirring, call Hebrews 11.
When you are lonely and fearful, call Psalm 23.
When you grow bitter and critical, call 1 Cor. 13.
For Paul's secret to happiness, call Col.3:12-17.
For idea of Christianity, call 1 Cor. 5:15-19.
When you feel down and out, call Romans 8:31.
When you want peace and rest, call Matt.11:25-30.
When the world seems bigger than God, call Psalm 90.
When you leave home for labor or travel, call Psalm 121.
Your prayers growth narrow and selfish, call Psalm 67.
For a great invention/opportunity, call Isaiah 55.
When you want courage for a task, call Joshua 1.
How to get along with fellow men, call Romans 12.
When you think of investments/returns, call Mark 10.
If you are depressed, call Psalm 27.
If your pocketbook is empty, call Psalm 37.
If you're losing confidence in people, call 1 Cor. 13.
If people seem unkind, call John 15.
If discouraged about your work, call Psalm 126.
If you find the world growing small and yourself great, call Psalm 19.

*NOTE: EMERGENCY NUMBERS may be DAILED DIRECT. No operator assistance is necessary. ALL LINES ARE OPEN TO HEAVEN 24 HOURS A DAY!

i dont need to call up my friends to chat anymore. all i need to do now is to call all these emergency numbers and i will feel much better compared to calling my friends? of course i will:)
im praying to have the peace in my heart right now. i may not be the best girl ard, but at least i know there's a One who will love me no matter what i did, and tht's my Heavenly Father!:))

i know im alright and will be fine..
i love you you you and you.
byebye!!

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2008-04-29T22:07:00.006+08:00

i dono how to explain everything. i know all these arent suppose to be happening.
i seriously dono how to react to this situation. i desperately need help here on planet earth!
i seriously feel like crying. but when i asked myself why? i dono the answer. i dono have the answer. maybe its just an emotional state right now i'm facing.
they may not tell me what's really gg on and i may not know and kept jumping to conclusion, but all i really hope to get the answer.
i just hope ppl will really tell me and don hide from me anymore.
i'm really feeling very heartache now. i cant describe what im feeling right now. i just hope everything will be fine and i really hope i can stop having so much random thoughts.
i want the peace i once had. i want the joy in me tt i once had. i hope i am not me.

and i know for now, no one will care abt me.

i found it relatively hard for me to believe ppl who once said bad things about me. they seem to be my enemy at times. i just cant forget what they said about me/

i got omen. im feeling not well emotionally right now. nothing gna help.indeed, nth's gna help.

boredom

2008-04-29T13:18:00.002+08:00

hello world! i'm bored here in NYP!
my afternoon tutorial got pushed back for one hour! so yeah it's extremely siian here.
i wna buy a real cute laptop bag!! or bimbo, some called it. bleah.
i wan those really cute kind and not seen everywhere. i wna those bright colors kind.
gg buy with cindy and guys this sat!! i really wna get a real cute one! ahhh!!!

my violin is cancelled on wed, so i'm only gg there next mon! seriously if there's alot of ppl, i think i will just freak out and walk out of the room with wobbly legs, i cant play like WELL luhh. im only beginner mind u!! but great news! GLADYS YANG is in SO!! wooooot! im so gna stick to her and bug her to make sure my violin is well played! haha!

my html homework is only half done and i had decided not to finish it. one word, LAZY!
lazy bug is so irritating!!

ok for now, byebye!
i need to do ALL my homework! not now but soon! ahahah!

poly is tiring, but very FUN!!:)

school school school

2008-04-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

im in school now now now, rotting during my FOUR hours break! seriously i think the four hours is way too loooooooooooong!!!
and my whole class is having "illegal" gathering right now.
guys are playing CS and girls are chatting away either on msn or with each other.
some chionging homework but im sure the one who chiong homework is not me.
im gna chiong my homework TONIGHT!!!
hehehehe!!! i pray i can finish everything by tonight! HTML, PhotoShop, CM, Comm skills!!
DIEDIEDIE!!!
nd worst part, my hp is dying! left with one bar which means it can only last for AWHILE!
i hope it will last me till night! if not i really die......

i'm gna buy a nice "shirt" for my laptop this saturday! :)
exciting!!! my laptop gna be PREEETTY!! :)

okok!! im feeling very sleepy now! i feel like sleeping!! zzz..
2hrs and 20mins to go! siian!!!
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye~~!

high low

2008-04-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

woahh! i think my life is exciting!!

first, my sch's symphony orchestra CALLED me and wanted me to play VIOLIN for them! and the best part is that they are sending me to Vienna, Austria to PERFORM! with SEVENTY PERCENT subsidy! and know what? i'm only a BEGINNER!!!

secondly, i think TOUCHRUGBY is fun!!! i love it!! it's fun fun fun!! trainings are fun!! everything is games!

thirdly, i think my new laptop is cool funky and most important FAST!
im like loving it luhh!! and my wireless mouse and my webcam and blahblahblah!!! woott!!

__________________________________________

my life can get quite EMO at times! siiann..

firstly, i don like this particular girl A as she thinks TOO highly of herself and refuses to bond with others and insulted me in alot of ways.

secondly, this boy B is too ignorant and thinks he's right all the time.and i feel like ripping him.

thirdly, my leader is not around to listen to me at midnights. my complains, joy, laughters...
i hope he will come back soon.

fourthly, i wonder how's all my CCAs auditon's results and i scared i will end up with no CCAs.

fifth, i have NOT finished my homeworkS!!!

okk!! that's all for today.
short post but has got quite alot of info huh?? haha

buhbye world! im gg to my lala land soon~~!

2008-04-27T00:37:00.004+08:00

i hope you are here.but i donwan you to be here./

i hope you will appear infront of me right now.but i donwan to see you./

i hope to hear from from you.but i donwan to know all the bad news./

i hope you will be fine not here.but i wan you to come back./

i hope you will still be the same when you are back.and i donwan a different you./

i hope you know ppl still care.and i donwan you to avoid anymore./

i hope you will be back...

love song

2008-04-25T23:10:00.002+08:00

first thing first, I AM NOT EMO!
i'm just sad.
things are really not gg very well. everything seem to be gg haywire.
i pray everything will be just fine!

i hope tt everything will be fine for everyone as well.
i love you!

byebye~~

acer aspire 4920

2008-04-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

YEAHH!! i finally got my laptop! like finally! :D
i'd been waiting for this day for so long!
elysia's changing her laptop as it's the same as mine.
i think this laptop is not bad! extremely fast! which is good for impatient ppl like me.

went for FB audition tday. didnt do very well but had great fun learning.
it's the experience that counts i guess?
touch rugby tmr.
sis is scolding me for having too many ccas.
she's saying the most i can join is TWO. and i'm alr in FOUR.
bleah. who cares?

i'm not bringing my laptop to school tmr as i have done configuring some stuff!
i'm so excitied to use my laptop in school! :)

i love my laptop! :)

OH YES!! nhat minh, nutty minh is coming back to singapore!
HE'S GG TO INDIA TO STUDY!
next time i see him, most likely he will speak in indian? hahah!
i miss him so much! he better come back soon!

byebye world.

2008-04-24T16:42:00.003+08:00

(he he hee)

TUTTI FRUITTI

2008-04-22T22:45:00.002+08:00

had a wonderful worship session today! it was very refreshing. andi rmbed tt i had homeworks not completed yet! computing maths, digital electronics, comm skills and design homeworks!
tmr im gg for touch rugby orientation!:)
im praying tt its not straight away chiong training, i will surely die.
before tt i'm gg for piano selection.
but doubt i can get in. only 20 ppl will get in.

went for dinner with darryl, kevin and ruby hoho.
ruby is as crazy as usual, went all the way to mrt station there to buy bbt. and i DIDNT drink bbt for 4days alr! darryl was saying i wont keep my words, im gna show him i will.
played pool and air hockey with them before dinner. and i had GREAT time playing air hockey with darryl!:) i cant stop laughing.

tmr is SUWANNO's 18th birthday! and he's so gna get a bday bash from the whole class.
tmr's gna be exciting!!xp
i simply think my class ppl are crazy bunch of ppl!:))
they got so much time to go out EVERYDAY.
me being me didnt join them everyday.

internet computing tday is simply recalling of what i alr know. HTML codes. let me confess, i didnt listen throughout the whole class. im like doing my own thing. i so not gna install msn aft i got my own laptop. it's distraction! really it is.

thanks for those ppl who sms/tagged me to tell me tt i'm loved! i really do feel loved! thanks alot!
:)) i think im much better now?

i had decided to stay on in my sch's swim team. i kinda like this kind of trainings. hiong ones! quite fun though tiring.

i got my student pass and ezlinkcard alr! i can buy concession alr!! :)) happyhappy!!!

since i'm happy now, i should go shower like now and time to revise my work! im dyingggg~~~
who say poly life is much easier and more relax? so much things to do luhh!!!
ok enough of my nonsense..

byebye♥♥♥

2008-04-22T14:47:00.002+08:00

hi i'm trying out smt cool which i learn in school today.
and i think it's quite cool seeing all my sentences running around. happy running aft my postXP
i think this is hooooot! hahaha.

byebye♥♥♥

swim day.

2008-04-21T23:05:00.003+08:00

went for swim trial today. not really a trial actually, much of a killer training can.
eliz and me almost died when wearing our swimsuits.
swimming had totally digged our graves.
boohoohoo.
swam like 34laps. and know what? seniors told us tt it's less than normal alr. usually they swim 40-60 laps.
eliz is happy tt tummy became smaller aft swim but utterly disgusted by the no. of laps.
toot toot. and the coach is VERY DEMANDING!
i'm feeling uber SNEEZY now.

haven got my laptop yet. stupid acer. dono when are they gna gimme a call. it's taking forever. i need laptop to do homework luhh!! stupid.

excited abt tmr.
computing mathematics!! :))
cool luhh!! i wna go study!!
anyone interested to join me??? darryl nvr study with me alr:((

kkk i am NOT emo. bleahblah
byebye world!

the promises you had broke. i really am very disappointed tt you had broke your promises! why did you? what had i done wrong. on the surface i may looked as if i don care abt u anymore and i may say i don care. but i know deep down in me, i care! i really don wish thing to turn out this way. im having thoughts now tt u are avoiding me because u don wan me to contact you and don wish to disappoint me in anyways. i know whatever u do u got a reason behind it. i still believe in you. really. i no longer care abt any other things anymore. many times i told all my friends im not gna contact u or talk to u but i really hope i can bump into u again and talk to you. i lost more than just someone i like, i lost my leader, i lost best friend, i lost someone whom i looked up to, i lost my spiritual brother, i lost a guidance, i lost some care and concern... i lost alot of things. fromjust one person. i really hope, you will still be the same and come back one day and love our team and helping me in almost evrything. i'm still waiting for u to come back to our spiritual family. sorry for the ignorant me just before and during this period u arent ard.

brand new day.

2008-04-20T23:57:00.003+08:00

i had given up hopes on kris. there's really no point for me to keep thinking abt him and pondering why isnt he coming back.
it's all really up to him now. it's not as if we i didnt even try to look for him and talk to him. for many times, i went down his sch but had no good news.
this really make me wonder, what really changed his desire? school? cca? friends?
these really don matter. one thing im sure of, he's not the same.
many times i hope he will still be the same but countless times, i had to tell lies to myself to make myself feel better.
why am i emo most of the times? i had been thinking real hard, what made his change. i kept rmbing all those times when he's ard and the care and concern he showed towards me and i took advantage of it. i should have treasure it.
i had deleted his numbers from my contact lists. this is to prevent me from calling him anymore. i do not wish to interupt his life anymore.
i hope to see him but i don want to see him. aiya whatever luhh.

i h*** him. for leaving everything behind just like. and leaving me here to sink. i don like it. shoo!!

pst lia's brithday celebration is awesome!!!
dance was GREATT!! awesome! and they think i'm born to the wrong race. they think i look uber pretty in indian wear. LOL.
i love pastor lia!!!♥♥♥

tt''s all!! byebye!
byebye insecure. byebye thoughts. byebye kris. byebye blog. byebye world!

no more

2008-04-20T01:43:00.002+08:00

i'm VERY and i mean VERY insecure.
i had this nightmare ytd and fear of church friends ignoring me kept bothering me.
and i always had this nonsensical thoughts of me not being like by ppl.
bleah. is this insecure enough?
wapiang. sometimes i really hope i can hide myself or bury myself under the ground.
insecure thoughts kept flooding my mind.

my nightmare:
i lost my temper in one of the church meeting in our new church building.
i started destroying things. throwing things around and vandalising.
i cant hold back my anger for a certain thing.
i even wrecked the walls! and all my CG ppl are chasing after me and wanted to kick the hell out of me.

i woke up full of fear, what if this really happened?
what if they all hate me?
seriously sometimes devil is really controlling my thinkings.
stop me from seeing the truths.

i cried tday as im feeling really insecure.
stupid and irritating thoughts kept running through my mind.
this person dont like me, that person dont like me.
i really feel like running away from service but am glad i did not do tt.
my CG did not ps me. rather, i ps-ed them.
me and my high self-esteem stops me from admitting i lost.
whatever it is. i just hate being insecure.

i know they loved me, i know.
but when am i doubting? why? i don wna be affected by things which are not true.
if my CG mates happened to read this, please tell me i'm loved.

happy birthday kiti

2008-04-19T00:34:00.002+08:00

school's great and fun/
tday am late for school. bleah.
and i found out tt taking train to sch is faster than dad fetching me.

computing maths is fun/
i just simply adore binary.

internet computing class is cancelled for this whole week. both lecture and tutorial.
had early break.

computer programming is crazy!
but i love it since i can get hold of it even without listening in class.
was msning throughout the whole four hours in class but had not much problems with C# at all.
it's cool.

tday went out with gb cliques to celebrate kiti's bday!:))
went for steamboat and it's really CRAZY.
ate too much till i pangsai and cried for help for tissue as the toilets do not have.
don worry, i managed to get tissue in the end so didnt walk ard with stinky butt.

my day is simply cool.
bumped into so many ppl in a day. how cool can it get?
let me seeeeeee, i bumped into
1.Nigel Moo
2. Ingmar
3. Benito
4. PeiShan(pri sch friend)
5. YongXiang and Gerard
6. Arianto
7. Shirlyn
and the coolest thing is, i bumped into them in within 4hrs!
bleahh~~
took neos with gang and camwhored at staircase.
i had great fun with them.
PIGUDONG is not equals to PIGUTONG (asshole not equal to butt pain).
i think only darling understand what i mean huh./

okok. gtg do homework.
i'm distracted AGAIN.
planned not to install msn into my laptop when i get it. hohoho.

byebye♥

boohoo

2008-04-14T12:52:00.002+08:00

am in school now and using the com here.
irritating.
dumb msn wont work.
HOHOHO! so exciting can. my school started alr and i think i'm dying in lectures.
seriously i catched no balls esp. wat binary maths.
boohooohooo.
but i think its FUN.
saw qianda aka carlo, jingfen, gladys yang yang, pei shan and so so so many friends in school.
even nadine from chr 4e2.
haha. life's getting exciting here in NYP.
haven see eliz and gang YET.

i'm now on a man hunt. im hunting for a man.
and am gna hunt down to his house soooon, if he still don appear.
bleahbleahbleah.
i;m so random.

ushering ytd was fun. except i cant join my CG for dinner.
VERY SAD>.<
seriously i feel like crying cause i never eat with my CG for just one day.

darryl bestie promised me to study with me THIS WEEK!!!
and and and, dance prac getting more and more fun each time!
INDIE-HIPHOP!! XP

waiting for my laptoooop....
bro-in-law haven hlp me settle luh can.
so long. waste time...
siian..

now im having break for FOUR LONG HOURS.
1hr down. 3 more hrs. gna rot soon.
wat to do for the next 3hrs? i have no idea.
my classmates are all revising now now now and im here blogging.

ohh yes..
i miss kris ALOT!
boohoo.
when is he coming back?
rahh!! meooww!!
i still believe in him.......
really.

ly's killing me soon for giving her mid-night call everyday. HAHA!
but we always had fun chatting huh?

ohohoh!!
zhenghui is a very nice friend!! :))
so funny luhh her.
hahaha!.

should i go study now?
lazyyyyyyyyyy...
ZZZ.

till i get my laptop,
BYEEEEEE.
with much much loveeee.♥

ethel's hse

2008-03-31T21:51:00.002+08:00

i'm at ethel apple hse now now now now now!!
she forgot smt!! lol and she chased me out of her room! rahh!
i decided to reopen my blog for no reasons!
bleahhh!
elysia say she wont tell me any of her secret anymore cause i told darryl!
blah blah blah.
now she refused to pick up my call.
in few minutes time im gna get out of ethel hse and roll home!
im gg be shopping tmr, be hanni's model on wed, CG on thurs and swim at ethel hse on fri! am i busy or what?
school starting soon. orientation is next week!!!NEXT WEEK!
and i joined FOUR cca!!! boohoo!!
maybe quitting one of them and joining two more.
unconfirmed.....
so for now, SAYONARA!!!

♥JooYu.

2008-03-17T20:14:00.002+08:00

im at jo's hse right now~!

had subway!

her bro dabaoed for us!! :))

meatball is yummy!

oh yes~ my sis confiscated my internet cause she found out tht i got back my hp.

like helloo~! she cant even live without her hp why is she expecting me to live without my hp?

she make no sense to me! no sense.

darryl's my new best friend!!:))

haha~ please tell me u agree to this, darryl!

darryl loves to eat char quay tiao!

elysia's name is pronounce as eh-lee-si-a.

she loves frog!

and i never eat tian ji porridge before!

woah! i really miss blogging and chatting online.

i wonder when my kuku sis will gimme my internet back~

seriously, i feel that she should move out of the hse by now!

she's taking up too much space alr! and caused too much troubles!

ok! for now till dono when,

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~!

haha. i think im random.

dong ding dang deng

2008-03-11T01:57:00.005+08:00

i really hate my sis man!
in my enrolment package it clearly said tt it's strongly encouraged to buy a laptop and it is needed for lectures, tutorials and projectwork.
here she is, saying that it's not a MUST to buy. it's only STRONGLY ENCOURAGED ~~MUST~~.
so there i am giving the fed up face with a little attitude shown.
i got my temper too! not just her alrights!
so she shut me up by saying, "dont force me to slap you!"
silence....

seriously, why do i have sucha sis like her?
rahh~! other than the part she's quite rich and bring me to ex restaurant once in a PINK moon, i really see no other good things.
those money she earned are like the amount i nvr see before can~!
aiyaa~ she simply wont giva a damn to me and my school life since it's alr sucking to the core~!

feels like tribulation staying at home.
mum's crazy at times too.
not gna say what happened.

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should i say how wonderful and cool are my leaders?
yes i should.
fifi cares for me no matter what! my studies blah blah blah.
she feels like my big sister! :)) i love fifi alot!♥
i can nvr forget the times when she cared for me!
i remembered EVERY single times!
tock listens to my nonsensical logics almost everyday withour fail!
she nvr complain or say she has no time for me.
rather when im momoing, she will ask me call her and she will talk crap with me.
darryl is the one i feel most most comfortable sharing things with after kris.
he really listen to me. and without fail make me smile and laugh!
he's really cool! and he nvr nvr nvr say things which hurt me! :))
and he's 3DAYS younger than me! HAHA!
kris is still my leader~! awesome awesome leader. even though he's not here with me to listen to me. have the late night chat with me and listen to my problems but i still think he's great great great!:))
i really hope and pray he will come back soon soon soon soon soon.
maybe for zone chalet? life's different without him kajiaoing! xp
he really taught me alot of things. asking me carrying on in my life and not stuck at the same spot. showing me ways out of difficulties. and still rmb how he help me the night before my O level amaths and physics!
now even though he's not here. my life still go on. even though it's really really different when he's around, i still have to walk on. this is the time i can use to learn to be independant!:))
but im kinda worried now. smt wrong somewhere abt this whole thing. like mystery tags, online msgs, outings, phonecalls. im dead worried! dead

--

ok~! i got this plan of opening my blog to public again for ONE WEEK! so yeah~! maybe from 15th? since i like number 5? yea~!
ok SET! my blog will be reopened on 15thMar to 22ndMar!

--

chalet coming up! mummy find all BBQ things out for me!:)
she's nice AT TIMES!
cant wait for the Passion Party.
the camwhoring session with Joey darling!
the sleepless night.
the yummy food!
the great fellowship time.
the fun we all gna have!!
cant wait~!!!

--

I LOVE MY LORD GOD!
i will not give up believing in Him!
i desire for God's presence more than any other things!
i will not forget God's goodness!
i wna praise God for ALL He has done!
i wna confess ALL my sins to Him!
i wna thank God for all He has done!
i wan more fear of the Lord~!

byeeeeeeee~!♥

mystery guest of the night

2008-03-10T04:12:00.004+08:00

hello everyone!:) wow! it's rly great to be blogger back in blogspot agn! ehheh! v v v v v v v v long since i last touched blogger :s hehe! it just feels.....so weird now cus' im so used to livejournal!

BAM!

i am not jooyu! ehhehe i am the cutest, someone even cuter than elysia, omg thts gotta be so cute. okok, -drum rolls-
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ROSANNE!

yay! applause ahhahahhaa okkkkk i got hold of joo's pw cus i asked her for it hehe. and her pw is......nobody cnnt think of so cnnt hack at all hahaha! omg crap crap.

okay for now, just enjoy tht photo above, thts a goddess w manymany arms hahahhaha!:D

i love jooyu byebye go and die! :P

p.s. omgomg blogger rocks! it keeps saving this nonsensical post every one minute, it rocks ahh!! yesyes it's saved again!!

suckiie

2008-03-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

ytd i blogged a whole chunk of things and stupid internet really made me so frustrated!
i cant post up for some reasons. its really suckiie.

poly gna start soon soon soon.
i haven got my enrolment package yet but soon soon soon.
many of them recieved alr!
postman better dont lose mine! i sure will break his teeth if he do! LOL.

service was great. pastor vincent lun!
wow! and i grew up in the same place as him!! muar!! :))
how cool is that?!
maybe he's my aunties' or uncles' childhood friend or something? haha

oh yes!!
darryl is UBER x100 funny!
was chatting on the phone with him and he slowly start talking crap and nonsense!
which he himself dono what he's talking about.
shuttle run~~!! LOL.
ok only he will know. im lazy to type out whole thing out.

and i uber fed up with my two uber-disgusting-living-in-20-years-ago-world-with-stupid-egoness-and-arrogance!
i ahte them i hate them i hate them.
second sis promise me to get me a lappie if i get into any course in any poly.
but she broke her damn promise!
elder sis freaking bitchy! act as if she know everything.
rahh!!! gimme the freaking disgusting face whenever she talks to me. hella.
she's saying im cooking up stories to say poly courses need lappie.
can anyone please tell her the damn fact? and yes she wont listen to me no matter what i say.
so i do not need to attempt to talk to her!
so yeah thanks to these two idiots, i DO NOT have a lappie right now!
freaky assss!! djhfdfd&*%*%$^%$#^%JHGJHFDJHDGFjhd
i wana break their teeth and HEAD!

oh should end off nice~!
JOOYU ♥ JOEY!!!
PS, this joey is not my sis but my bestie friend from AHS!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!♥

DXO

2008-03-07T02:53:00.002+08:00

went DXO with pamela tay.
didnt drink much.
hard rock concert gg on.
happy birthday PAM!

nt gg to be home tmr.
BS on fri and sat.
hopefully kris come back this weekend.

me gg club wont be a big hu ha.
i wna go gyn next week once every two days.

wonder when my poly package will come.

blog locked!
if u can read my blog, u are L-U-C-K-Y and this show i love you!
wont be unlocking it for the time being!
fyi, not alot ppl can read. so yea.

byeeee.♥

flee

2008-03-06T02:53:00.002+08:00

I DON WANA BE EMO! I HATE TO BE EMO.
but i really cant help bt to think so so so so negatively all the times!
and there's really no one who can really guide me through all these right now.
i mean like care to guide or rather FREE to guide.
everybody's so busy busy busy with their school work and had totally no time for me.

those who are growing and rising will continue growing and rising.
those lagged behind will fall deeper down.
will anyone notice these fallen ppl?
and aft they noticed them, will they help them up again and make sure they wont fall back?

eliz loves me!:))
she thinks my nonsense is funny! haah!
well~ i agree too. my nonsense.
if i were to stop all my nonsense, am i still called Jooyu?
i guess not.

Elizabeth` - says:
making nonsense is your forte

sanne is as bored as me and she wants school to start as soon as i want!
HAHA.
she wna be alone like how i wna be alone.
she wna do things like how i wna do.
we do have common things, dont we?

D found out abt me wanting to go "c".
actually not just D.i didnt even tell him! i didnt.
did i?
NO i didnt.
plan is ABOLISHED!
not gg "c" anymore. no mood, feel and energy or even heart to go.just don wan.
i lost the interest of gg in just 5secs.yes FIVE!
whatever it is, there's a reason behind it.
maybe mas selamat gg to the place too? and me nt gg just save me from dying?

am thinking if i should change my URL? or maybe lock up my blog and open to invited readers only? yea. i think i should try locking it up for like a week and see how it goes. so yea.

ATTENTION!

from next monday, 10 march 2008, accio-glamour.bs.com will only be open to INVITED readers! which means if you wna read my blog, please do do do let me know and i will invite you!

YES! thank you!

no more

2008-03-05T16:50:00.003+08:00

minh told me that my blog is filled with EMO post.
maybe i should stop emo post? or maybe even blogging?
stupid minh found me blog by googling it.. =.=
can just ask me wat. stupid meanie minh.
and he's asking me to help him do smt right here in sgp and also at the same time create chance for me to go somewhere! xp

he's gna gimme his credit card number hehehe!
i can go shopping? HAHA no luhh! im not THAT bad! haha.

ytd dance was GREAT AND AWESOME!!
PT!!
seriously, i almost died from two days of intense training.
but i love it. really!
for so long, i haven feel the muscleaches.
finally i feel it again! :))
AND YES! REUBEN HO! stupid ruby baby ho!
PS ME! tskk! waited for him at mrt for 30mins! nvr answer my call or reply my msg!
stupid.
call me when im at toapayoh telling me he just leaving hse! stupid RUBY!
gimme tt sly smile when i see him in church!!
but he still cool! haha.
played pool with him after dance prac.
went home with Dominic and rubyby.
Dom told us tt the bbt shop's sugar syrup got ALOOOOOOT of ants!
i don dare to drink anymore. and ruby ho continue drinking like nobody's business=.=
he told me Dom bluffed me tt there are ants. haha must be ruby bluffed me luhh!
ps me!

esthergoh gna teach me dance:))
cant wait.

cant wait to start school! stupid boring holidays.
emomomomomomomomo holidays.

i wont be ard for these few days. say till monday? yeahh!
don bother looking for me online.
i wont be online./
unless i update my blog. so yeah!
don bother asking me where i will be gg cause i wont be bothered to tell u.
anything important or miss me, can just call my hp or msg me. so yeah.
if my phone cant get through, u can give up trying. i wont be home either.

so yeahh!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!♥

2008-03-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

wana come? drop me a msg!:))

its gna be F-U-N!!♥

moodswings

2008-03-05T00:32:00.003+08:00

moody.
wat to say? my emotions are all mixed up.
mixed up. its more complicated than rojak.
i seriously dont understand why am i so emo at times.
i mean few minutes ago i was still laughing like mad and so hyp.
and now, im feeling emo.

i felt being bullied. well am not gg to specify who is are they.
seriously. i dono wat's up with me.
negative thoughts just filled my whole mind.
im thinking of doing smt real silly to "punish" myself. but thinking of how my love ones gna be hurt, i withdraw.

felt smt wrong with all the conversations i had with those ppl.
i gt this feeling tt they are planning some plot or whatever u called tt while they're talking to me.
i just sense smt not right. not right somewhere.
i dono how to explain this whole thing.
its just complicated.

i need some really good guidance right now.
maybe my friends should nt even attempt to talk to me.
i will just fight my way through and wont listen to them.

i gt this feeling. if i cant stand it anymore. i will travel down to somewhere and ---- ----.

i wana die right now~ NOW NOW NOW!

eliz elephant rocks! she's mapling and cheering me up~! ♥

died

2008-03-03T21:11:00.003+08:00

jooyu is died.
died from the killer training she went through today.
she nvr seen anything like before or even went through anything like this before.
its really KILLER.

the gym session is totally RAHH!
after sucha long time, i finally decided to go back gym.
the last time i went there is for my NYAA.
the training cal put me through really killed me.
i nvr expect i will do so much can. run run run.
MY GOODANAAAA./
im just dead tired. and i haven shower yet!
ran in the rain the whole day. its just the matter of time when i will get real sick and end up in some hosp.
FREAKING TIRED CAN.
actually wna go J8 for dinner but cal cant go.
went back Northpoint and wondered ard.
yes ALONE. i never did tt before. NEVER.
smt is really weird abt me tday. can u actually believe tt i walked ard NP myself?
tt's so not jooyu.
saw sam foo, yixian, ruixian, jeffrey and rachel!
wow wow wow.
blah.

to the someone out there who talked bad about me and realised i found out:
stop doing sucha low class thing. you yourself know tt u r not perfect too. and what rights u have to talk bad abt me. and if u don wna admit, im totally fine with that. and i mean what i said here in my blog. u can say all u wan to everybody. i don wna care anymore. maybe i will continue pretending i nvr knew anything and continue being ur so called best friend which i dont see any best in any ways. so yeahh~ whatever man~ u can ignore me or do whatever low class thing luhh huh. i have no interest wat u gna do or say next. and im very sure, 100% plus gurantee CHOP! u will continue this low class act behind my back. and last thing. i really despise sucha person. and dont u ever wna pretend to be CLOSE with me. for u r NOT my so called best/close friend! shoo u idiot!

byeeeee~!♥

listen UP!

2008-03-02T23:14:00.002+08:00

i was dragging myself out of bed tday! RAHH!
im like rolling on my bed for thousands time before i finally stood up on my feet and wash up.
in the end, i DID go for service!:) and did usher too! stupid devil! kajiao me somemore luhh~! stupid! in the end, i still went~
met up with ah bell and head to church tgth. saw winifred on the train/

OH YES! my sixth sense is super duber uber freaking accurate!

i gt this uber strong feeling i will see kris tday. and guess what?!?! i saw him!!!
me and bell was sitting on the train. reached bishan. saw this hand which looked uber familiar and thinking is it kris. looked up, AHA! its him!!!! i was screaming his name out loud can~! haha. he's shocked to see me too! HAHA! my sixth sense so accurate can! heehee. chatted so much~! so long nvr chat with him nonsense stuff! really nonsense can! haha!
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we are NOT LATE for usher! saw swee and ian at the traffic light and ran like MAD to church! haha~ all four of us!
tday ushered in NEW team!
SPARTANS!
this is SPARTANS~~!! xp
this team ROCKS big time!! with noni and shanny leading!:)
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svc was just great. what pst said hit me so hard tday.
like though pst know me in and out. watever he said is just so similar to me!
its just so zunn~ umm.
like what pst said abt acting happy outside but actually deep inside am not happy.
yes! its really me! im really giving this happy look sometimes even though deep down am not happy.
and another thing is. as wat i said, my sixth sense is accurate. whenever someone talked bad about me, i can sense it or rather can feel it. its just me. i knw who talked bad abt me. u knw who u r! i do not need to publicied ur name!
i know wat u said, i really do~!

byeeeeeee~!♥

woot

2008-03-02T01:54:00.002+08:00

hello!
i ♥ my life!
im not gg to give up hopes!
im gg to grow to the next level!
im gg to "attack" my problems!
im gg to perservere!
im gg to stand for Jesus!
i will not compromise!
im gg to be strong!
im gg to LOVE God much much much more!:)

Elysia Heehee says:
LET'S BE SOLDIERS WHO WILL NEVER COMPROMISE.

:))
ok! im gg for usher tmr even though im feeling utterly sick and unwilling! USHER LEII! how can i miss? sure must go! a die die must go!:))
devil lost again~ :))
and im proud to say i defeated him this time round!!
im gg be ALRIGHT! and healthy and servant-hearted!:)))

needa rest MORE! rmb to get panadol tmr.
love everyone!♥♥♥

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee♥~

PS. Hilary's surprise is a SUCCESS!! *clap please!* and and and, she peeps at me when im worshipping God hahah! XP

i finally see~

2008-03-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

yea! now i finally know why! thanks to -- for telling me some of the things not known. maybe, i should just give up? give up my hope. my hope for ---.should i? i didnt even get the facts right and yet i'd alr deciding to give up. maybe i should wait till i get all the facts right first?

i am just very confused now.
i want the answer soon! God please show me the answer.

End Times Bible Study is GREAT and i really love it!
sadly i missed the starting and ending of the whole BS. anybody will be so nice and lend me his/her notes?:))

i wana do my face mask soon! haha! cant wait to use them~ so cooool~:))
my goodness, i had been spending my money on al these face and body products! CRAZY!

kiti's having girls' talk with me now~ i love her~♥♥

byeeeeeeeeeeeee~♥

2008-02-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

You Are 81% Real

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are.
You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all.
For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life.
You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You Are 78% Feminist

You are certainly a feminist - whether you know it or not.
You believe in gender equality, at least most of the time. You also believe there are a few exceptions.

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Long and Layered

You Are 60% Spoiled

You're a little spoiled, but you're not spoiled rotten.

You love to be showered with gifts and affection, but you're good at keeping your demands to a minimum!

Are You Spoiled?

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors.

While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around.

Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease.

You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows!

Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

You Are a Turtle Cheesecake

Decadent, and over the top... you just go for it!

You dream big and aren't afraid to follow your dreams. You are definitely larger than life.

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

Your Life is 76% Perfect

Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about.

Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice.

How Perfect is Your Life?

Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy

And you're crafty enough to get away with it!

But you probably wouldn't cheat...

(Unless the relationship was pretty much over)

Could You Cheat On Your Guy?

no no no

2008-02-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

know what? im seriously not very happy with things gg like this.
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first, im suppose to buy clothes for school tday, but i ended up buying bodyshop products and faceshop products. and even went for a haircut!
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second, sometimes, i just feel so not comfortable with myself. the way i talk and do things. is it really me? i wonder..
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third, most of the things wont turn out to be good when i expected it to be.
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forth, im feeling very and i mean V-E-R-Y restless. like no matter wat i do, i will feel tired, sloppy and slow. no heart. maybe is because, i gt NOTHING to do? maybe~
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fifth, im just sick and tired of life being so boring! bored to the core! freak! i really gt nth to do nowadays. not even church stuff luhh~~ aiya! time to understand tt its because im not rising up as leader so there's not much for me to do also. wth am i talking about? crap!
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six, i got SUPER IDIOTIC sensitive skin! it totally suck! red spots and itchiness everywhere! crap!
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seven, sicko!
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eight, crap!

ok fine fine! enough of my nonsense!
meet agnes at bishan tday. and erhum** she's late! haha!
went cheenatown for lunch.
bus down to bugis. and the bus uncle is irritating! dono wat he want luh!
went bodyshop! buy buy buy.
caught meet the spartans! crazy funny!
went orchard, taka, thinking of gg spa but end up fully booked.
went somerset, cut hair :D
agnes left for dover aft tt. meeting her family.
went bugis meet cindy.
her hairstylist not around. no hair cut.
meet lynn yeo, den, and qiqi.
saw ahlin!! :)) dance mate xiaaa~
dinner at foodcourt. finally ate my chicken chop! satisfied!
tock joined us.
went street walk walk. went junction walk walk.
went home. damn tired and restless.

freak and i realised, im living my life so purposeless and meaningless. ARGHH!
crap.!
no mood to crap abt funny things!
ohh! and tock saw kris tday!
whatever~~

byeeeeee!♥

2008-02-28T01:53:00.002+08:00

TWO HUNDREDTH POST!:)

meeting agnes tmr!!:) finally she's back from melb, aust! :))
gg out with her tmr:)) WOW finally can!

chinatown den hit orchard!:))

exciting!!

after that, late evening, meeting lynn yeo and cindy! haah!

awesome awesome!

off to bed~~ meeting agnes tmr at 10am, bishan mrt!:))

byeeeeeeee~♥

FUNNY

2008-02-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

my friends are just funny! but i love them for who they are!

"DiiAnna" aka deanna woke me up early in the morning just to borrow things from me. and i wasted 65cents! haha. BUT she treat me to Mac's brunch, end up she gt not enough money! and me being me in the morning, blur sotoooong, didnt bring out my money~ but i got $1.40 in my wallet, so somehow i saved dii's day! hahah LOL.

my phone somehow cant sms darryl. and i was sharing with dii how creepy my phone was. i cant darryl sms without +65 infront of his number and he will nvr ever recieve my msg. tday,while i was showing dii how my phone cant sms darryl, i was scolding my phone for being lousy and i wna thrw my phone away. and just right after i send her to the taxi stand, darryl replied "roger" HAHA. finally i can sms darryl!!:))

just, i was chatting with jasmine LEE online! haha. stupid dumb dumb! made me laugh like siiao.
[c=#C78FE4] Jéн§мєEη™ [/c] says:
sick leh you!
[c=#C78FE4] Jéн§мєEη™ [/c] says:
say wanna meet me also never meet
[c=#C78FE4] Jéн§мєEη™ [/c] says:
cheat my feelings
she called me sick just because i cheat her feelings! hhahaha! well i said i wna go her hse for two weeks alr still haven go! ok fine fine. tmr i shall surprise her by popping at her hse! wait!! she moved hse.. siian. ok fine. shall go her sch and BOO at her. hopefully she wont read my blog and know my evil plan. HEEHEEHEE.

and ly's chatting with me now. and she's saying there's too many things we can chit chat about. if she continues chatting with me, she cant study! haha she's leaving her laptop in a corner with alot of cobwebs now! so she wont touch the lappie! hah! wat i said abt a corner with cobwens arent true~ haha! anyway, she's off to study now!

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oh well, they just made me smile and laugh non-stop to myself! haha! blahblahblah. march is gna be E-X-C-I-T-I-N-G!:))
till now, my march is half filled with activities!:)) i love my life when it's busy and no space. packed like sardine. then i wont be lazy and slack around and doing nothing. i love busy life!:)) well, maybe? haha. when im busy like siiao i will start whining and complaining again! haha.

byeeeeeeeeeeeee~♥

filming good old days

2008-02-27T01:17:00.006+08:00

i miss filming!! i really do!
i had lost contact with mediacorp ever since i changed hse number.
always wonder, will they still rmb this part-time actress of theirs when they gt so many of them alr. maybe i should call them up one fine day? but to call them up and inform them of change of number is so troublesome.

filming.

has always been my dreams!

when i finally got the chance, i could not explain how happy i was.

i gt a role in one of the more famous sgp show.

made so many friends there! agnes, shixuan,sean,doreen and YONGMING!
yongming yongming yongming yongming has always been one of my considered best friend, even though we are NOT close.

yes, i really do love him as my friend! the memory he gave me on my birthday 2006 is really unforgettable. even though he's crazy crazy crazy most of the times, but i really like it to be like this! like that, he made me feel normal!! XP

well! i just wana say I MISS HIM ALOT!!

its been sucha long time since we last met up! occasionally i will call him up and kajiao! and he always seem to know what i exactly want. feels like he can actually read my mind. can he? :))

yea! was reading his blog and his private blog just now. he went tru alot didnt he? i just hope i could help sometimes! maybe one fine day, i surprise him at his workplace!:))

his "guai ah" really make me feel...........

he always end my phone call with"................ guai ah...........ting hua............gai tian cai pei ni, jing tian mei kong!"

well.......

haha! but i knw he really cares for me, no? at least i felt tt he's caring(full-stop)

I MISS THIS GUY OVER HERE!

Dance!

2008-02-26T23:48:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!
finally dance prac resumed!!:)) even though kris cant come still, we had great time learning thriller!:))

reuben is just nonsense! yilin's sad cause i didnt look for her when im at AC. i got new nickie for kim heng,AH HENG. ian feng, AH FENG. sab finally came back for dance prac! nicholas is so funny! eeloo is just WOW! zac is still liquid!

i just love dance!♥

ate with darryl and ruby reuben aft prac! and reuben is nonsense!HAHA, as usual!

went home tgth! cause too tired, me and ruby fell asleep on the train! lucky didnt miss our stops! HAHA~!

before tt had brunch with cal! pizza hut.

i never know there's one there! xp

and i think im allergic to the peppar sauce.
i was itching all over and laosai! meoow~

shall not eat tt ever again.><

and i missed working out with her in the morning as i overslept =x

apologies~~

dii called me and wana borrow things from me!

and she's siiao enough to ask me, JOOYU to wake up at 9.30AM to pei her go bishan!!

feel like skinning her alive! haha JOKING!

gg visit huda and baby on fri with eliz!!

should we buy baby so things? ummmm...

hai say i always make people worried for me. did i?

umm... sorry to make you guys worry!! i didnt mean to make you guys worry. really~

yongming is still my beloved xiaopang!! :))

and i wonder when is he gg to bring me out ahh! tskk! how long alr!!

stupid yongming! faster find a day and bring me out! RAHH! haha.

wat else? ummm....

my fav color is white, purple, blue and red! my fav food is chicken and beef!

ok~~ RAN-DOM!

byeee~!♥

heartbeats

2008-02-25T22:27:00.004+08:00

tday i had alot of alone time on the train.
thinking and thinking.
maybe i should start learning how to think before i talk.
and it will save me from lot of troubles.
and maybe it's time for me to grow up, really grow up.

went AC! found krissypoo with hai's help!:)
hai "caught" him wandering around.
me and tock love kris so surprisingly! HAHA
did we surprised him? haha. should be luhh.
other den the part when he saw me walking around at the sch gate=.=
no longer surprise alr.
sorry i made you worry even though i had promised myself not to.

suppose to go NP but forgot to bring my result slip so.....
went to jojo's hse! :))
went totally insane there! had soft-toys party.
and i love playing with soft-toys!! XP
KO while watching cartoon.
and i think pucca is cute.
eat eat eat at jo's hse. basically helping her to clear her food. HAHA.
went bpp for dinner.
laksa not as nice as the last time i ate it.
trained home and was so deep in thoughts that i didnt even realise i reached yishun alr.

i had wasted my given chance tday.
wasted it.
if only i can turn time back.
if only.
maybe now i should try to save what i can.

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i had nvr not regard you as my friend for a single moment.
i still talked abt you to everybody. how much fun i had with you. i had nvr stop waiting for u to come back and run this race tgth.
i may lost my patience at times but seriously, i really regard u as my friend, one of my best friend rather. i nvr tot of breaking free from you. nvr.
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I LOVE HILARY FU!my beloved ang mo:)
our secrets ~:))

♥JooYu

no one ever will

2008-02-25T02:36:00.002+08:00

darryl is great! :)) he really is.
he's the one who had been teaching me things all these while when kris not around.
he had been listening to me , helping me and most importantly, believing in me.
sometimes, i don need much help also. i need more trust.
he's trusting me. and i really appreciate it alot.
he will assure me that he believes in me. and its more than enough.
i really really appreciate that.
even though at times, i will do the wrong things or even offend him, but he nvr fail to listen to me and help me thruough things. he nvr fail to make me laugh or smile in difficult situations. im glad that i know darryl as my friend and now my spiritual brother.
because of him, i know Christ. and now because of him, i mustered up my courage.

i shall not try to be a emo kid. will rejoice in whatever i do for in 1 Thess 5:16 it says "Rejoice always,"

must learn not to be affected by lil things.
kiti is proud of me for doing what im planning to do.

even if the whole world don believe me, God still will stand by me and believe me! :)
what more can i ask for? nothing

am gg to give a surprise to my leader tomorrow! :))
hopefully can find him. if not waste time...
and pray he wont get heart attack! haha! JKJK!

gg down ngee ann tmr.
needa call jo and tell her change of time.
waking up at 10 plus. gotta go slp now.

pray that me and tock manage to find him tmr!:)
pray that everything will go well tmr.
and also everything my friends do will go well. rather, better!

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♥JooYu

clarification

2008-02-24T23:41:00.002+08:00

this shall just be a clarification. and i don care if she will read my blog or whatsoever but i'm just gna clarify is some ways. yes this is really something stupid to argue about. i mean, you got a choice.
well, since the conversation had been posted up on her blog, everybody can just visit her blog and read the conversation.
http://rosannelaughs.livejournal.com/

i didnt treat you differently just because you had changed. i treated you differently because first, you treated me differently, you started using vulgarities ON me. and second, u said smt which u not suppose to. you asked me why do ppl respect this particular leader so much when actually he didnt do much things. and i admit i replied "yea, sometimes i feel that too" but i sumpa tt i didnt think tru before i talk. in the end i tried to explain to you how much he cared for you, you kept saying its just tt once. seriously sometimes when u say im not grateful towards my leaders but are you? once is really better than none.
and many times, when i talked to you, you always ask me, "is it no friends? tt's why come find me? you wont find me for no reason." i seriously think u are so wrong. i rmb the other time i sms-ed just to ask u wat r u doing and wna chat with u. instaed of getting a friendly reply like wat i expected, u replied.." i hate people who looked for me only when they dont have friends." i really did sms-ed just because i wna chat with you, but look at the way u responded to it.
ok fine, i really dono what else i can say.

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looking at your pictures are just heartaches. thinking of the tears i shed are just not worth it anymore.

But God

2008-02-24T02:58:00.002+08:00

but God saved the day!:))

God turn my mood around tday!
when im feeling so down and disappointed on myself, God's presence and anointing encouraged me to move and leave everything behind.
it's really true that when they say while you worship God, all your problems seemed to be no longer there and you wont feel bothered by anything!

how much i ♥ God! only He can solve all my problems. ONLY He can.

even though sometimes i may feel emo, restless, grouchy etc etc, God really ministered to me and made me put a BIG WIDE SMILE on my face.

how great is my God?
GREATER than anything on earth!
for He made the whole earth!:)

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service's G-R-E-A-T!
aft service had dinner with fifi, dom, d2 and d4!
went over to the hawker centre near church. and had dinner!
well~ had great time there of course! with fifi!:))
my surprise for fifi isnt really much a surprise huh? lime juice~
actually wanted to buy sugarcane BUT all the stall CLOSED! =.-
so figure out had to buy some other drinks.
i hate chicken rice with bones! i ♥ boneless chicken!

am not gg eat chicken with bone! RAHH! second time made this sotong mistake! MEOW!
ciaoo~
need get some slp now.

usher for sunday service.
dead tired now.
am not feeling very well either.

if tmr cant take it maybe ill just leave halfway.

cannot tahan!

i miss krissypoo!:(

byebye♥~

oh so not well.

2008-02-23T03:05:00.003+08:00

how to explain? am just not feeling not well.
not really sick but just feel so not well.
emotionally not well to be exact.
yea, dont let my emotions control me! but really it's hard to stop ypurself from letting your emotions controlling over day.

sometimes i just wonder, do people really know what they are saying? the words they said may sound so beautiful at times but sometimes it's sharper then any knife.
they may be once your close friends, but no longer now.

friendships is something really very hard to treasure.
when everything seem to be alright, we tend to love one another and support each other no matter wat and even have BFF items.
when things turned out to be bad, we tend to blame each other for their doings or even curse and swear with their names.
true?

friendships can be the most sweet thing one could ever had but it could also be the worst thing.
i had never think bad of any of my friends before. even if one day, i found out that you are actually badmouthing about me, i still dont mind for i believe that my friends, will never do sucha thing to me.

to the friend whom i once had a great time with(you know who you are),
im just gna be really frank in whatever i say here. sometimes i really think that you took me for granted. seriously, when you made fun of me, did i ever shoot you back or gossiped about you? yes and when im just trying to crack a joke, you take it so seriously at times. and all you said was, i didnt care about other's feelings. ask yourself, did i ever argue back or anything when you mocked at me. i take it lightly because i know they are just jokes to make ppl laugh. i nvr rmbed those times when we argued or when we were unhappy about each other. instead i rmbed those times when we really had fun and love each other. inside of me, there's really ABSOLUTELY NO bad memories. believe me or not, is really up to you.
but now, i know you are changed, no longer gg after the same thing i am gg after, no longer longing for wat i longed for the most, i really cant ask for more.
the way you talk to me, how much i felt you actually looked down on me really disgust me alot. you may not know how disgusting you sounded but im gna tell you, it's worst than disgusting. and worst part you replied me saying dont i ever raise my tone on you. seriously, back of my head im thinking, how much u looked down on me i really felt i im not wrong doing that. one thing, u are now trapped in your own world, whether you noticed it anot. you rejected all help from ppl. well, that's my point of view. and lastly, i HATE it when u use vulgarities! firstly, you are telling ppl tt "hey, i'm a spoilt brat" secondly you are humilating yourself.
ok tts all i wanted to say. hope you will get wat im trying to say.